Almost with relief, Syllke had released those alabaster fingers and turned to Seodai’s cousin, shaking Talen’s hand firmly, turning away fully from Lysnader. He wasn’t really up to staring at the man, no matter how pretty he was. “Good to meet you.” He said, leaving it at that, not trusting his voice to keep that same, measured, casual tone he was striving for, and had reached – so far. Syllke made no reply to Lysander’s comment – it didn’t appear that he actually needed one, as Seodai quickly turned to his beautiful, golden friend and Lysander too was instantly drawn into that universe with room for two only.
He cast a glance over his shoulder and saw that Murphy had chosen not to follow him. His shoulders slumped just the slightest – the kelvic had become such a close friend and such an integral part of his life these past months that, unexpectedly, Syllke had found that Murphy provided him with a relatively steady source of understated comfort. Not that he needed much in that vein – Syllke’s ebullient approach to life was generally one that held him buoyed up with a pervasive happiness. The past few days had been quite a bit rougher, though. Wistfully, he turned back to Seo and his other friends, determined to put the best face on this uncomfortable situation as possible. The expression on Seo’s face, as Syllke looked at him looking at Lysander, told him he was doing the best thing.
Still, watching Seodai with his fingers now entertwined with Lysander’s, Syllke hung back a bit, telling himself it was to give the two their own space, but knowing that really, this was not going to be fun, at all. Carefully, he breathed. Carefully he kept his feet moving forward, though slowly. Carefully, he looked away without seeming to, already having seen Seodai lit up like the evening star – which Nashira had told him was really a planet. He thought of her, and Murphy, and Vanos and the others he had deserted back at the table – anything but what was going on two meters away from him.
An so it was that Syllke was not really looking directly at the couple when suddenly an odd and exceedingly bright light split the air around all of them. Syllke first looked up – half expecting some fire lit projectile to be hurtling towards them, though the light was far brighter than any weapon of man. But as soon as it had burst forth, it was gone, with a great cracking noise. His upwards tilted face came down first to glance at Talen. But a split second later, his head snapped around at Lysander’s cry. Syllke’s lips parted and his eyes widened, for there in Lysander’s place was a young boy!
Confused, Syllke’s eyes flew to Seodai, and he saw the same bewilderment mirrored in his friend’s alarmed expression. For one brief moment, Syllke himself was utterly confounded, until he thought once more of those horns – the now missing horns – and of Nashira and what she had taught him. Of course – Lysander was an Ethaefal. So he would of necessity and design have two forms. Was the boy before them now his other self? Syllke’s eyes went to Talen, who was already stepping forward and placing a steadying hand on the boy’s shoulder. Talen’s expression was one of concern, but not hostile or angry, as one might expect a soldier to be if a friend had suddenly disappeared and a stranger left in his place. Seo’s expression only bespoke massive turmoil – it was clear he had no idea what was going on.
Then, it hit him. An awful possibility struck Syllke like a bolt. Nashira’s more exotic, more beautiful (in a way) form, was upon her during the day, for she was a child of Syna. If Lysander had horns already, when Syna had already set, then he was a child of the moon. Gods – he had been so stupid, so obtuse! Seodai had told him about Lysander. He had told Syllke everything – every minute detail about the man – the beautiful, exotic man with the amazing horns. And Syllke had completely failed to put two and two together. Lysander was an Etheafal, and Seo had never once mentioned his “other” form. And Syllke had not wanted to ask any questions about this creature who had such hold on his friend’s heart. Out of blindness or stupidity or jealousy, Syllke had never thought to ask Seo whether he liked Lysander as well in his “other” form – or what form he even took - and now . . . Now it was clear, as the subdued panic in Seo’s voice that was audible to at least one set of ears – he had no idea that this was Lysander! Seo was looking at Lysander as if he was a ghost suddenly come up out of the ground. Eyes still full of love – but eyes that saw a stranger, an interloper, where only his beloved should be. Was it really possible that Seo had no notion that Lysander was not always the luminescent creature of surreal beauty as he had described to Syllke? Was it possible that he had never seen him in his boyish form?
All these confusing thoughts galloped through Syllke’s brain and then Seo was speaking again – something about fixing this problem. Seo’s eyes turned to him briefly, but Syllke could only gape helplessly. He almost shrugged his shoulders, as if to say what do you expect me to do?, but at that instant, his ears became aware of something else. Something was going on behind them as well as in front of their very eyes. His eyes turned, and then his head, having given no answer to Seodai – no comfort or reassurance. Over his shoulder, what he saw caused his eyes to widen even further, if that was possible. A large, wild cat covered in spots was hissing and growling at the festival goers backing away quickly from its immediate surroundings. Then he heard a growl that sent a shiver down his spine – knowing just as the Vantha child had immediately what kind of animal made such an unpleasantly terrifying growl. Bear! His eyes flew about, searching in a near panic, and within a moment picking out the huge grizzly, now snarling at other partiers – showing his massive, pointed teeth. Syllke felt his heart skip at least two beats. His brain could barely register that it was, in all probability, Galio. That didn’t matter. All he wanted to do was run, fast, in the opposite direction. Friendly Galio was one thing. To the young Vantha who had a bear phobia, an angry sounding grizzly was an entirely different proposition, kelvic or no!
A streak of brindled brownish grey streaked out of the crowd of now greatly alarmed townspeople. Despite the proximity of the bear, Syllke’s brain finally kicked back into gear. Murphy! What the hell was going on here?
Syllke’s eyes, now rippling gold, crimson and orange in alarm, shot a look at Seodai. He knew his friend wanted his support, but what could he do? What would he be allowed to do with Lysander at the center of this particular maelstrom? Murphy needed him too – and probably Galio as well, and Syllke finally paused to wonder if Lucy had been shocked into shifting as well – but by what? In any case, he couldn’t – could not go to Galio. Perhaps Vanos . . .
Shaking his head mutely, Syllke turned and ran. Through cowardice and desperation, on so many different levels, he ran after Murphy, leaving Seo in the care of his cousin and his beloved Lysander.
OOCSorry this post is so long. I lost track of how long it had been since I posted last.
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