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Avii is strong when it comes to feelings. She isn't one to just say something, but rather think before she acts. Her hereditary nature of determination plays a great role in this as well. When and if she is ever in an arguement, her common sense and well-learned knowledge about the topic come in handy to her defence. Her nature to be observant help her desipher things that seem to puzzle her as well as help her get out of nasty predicaments.
Avii is one who struggles with who she is and what she has become. She has two sides to her personality. One is her natural, normal, calm and content self that seems to be active during the majority of the time. However, the other is a nasty little thing; black poison in a bottle that has been capped of its rage and anger. This side of Avii is known as Violentia, meaning hatred, temper, irritation, vexare, wrath and pure angry tempered violence that is hard to control, no matter how much Avii tries. When Avii's eyes turn red, that is Violentia. When they are yellow, she is the nuetral girl she always is. Usually Violentia comes out to play when Avii has been angered or when she is just plain hungry.
Avii is always mixed in thought, battling with her malevolent side as well as her angelic conscience. As if she has the wise old angel on one shoulder, and is being weighed down by the evil harsh of the devil on the other, she can't seem to make up her mind. Usually she remains calm in most situations, but again, Violentia loves to play games with humans and other races of beings.
Avii is a very observant Zith. She watches her surroundings as though she has two other eyes in the back of her head. Sometimes she is overly paranoid and fears being found out about who she really is. Her skin tone is barely light enough to be mistaken for regular human toned skin, but that doesn't mean she shouldn't be cautious. Her eyes are another factor to worry about. Their crisp yellow colour is a dead give away to what she is. Zith's are hated for their violence and grotesque way of life. She doesn't want to be hated or mistrusted more as feared and left alone. She would rather be excluded from somethings rather than be tortured because of what she has done.
Avii's mental story about who her personality is portrays many chapters. She's calm, quiet, respectful and intelligent, mixed in with confused, curious and a little dabble in the category of inspired. However, she is also in the terms of vexation and rage as well as easily provoked and greatly tempered. Someday she wants answers as to why she acts the way she does and how she can prevent such a monster from escaping her mind. The chains of solitary peace of mind were broken a long time ago, and not even glue can help preserve the last remaining pieces of happiness.
Avii can't keep secrets. She isn't want to trust. Violentia won't let her. Sometimes when Violentia takes over, Avii just waits out of body, by the side, sitting idly by as she watches Violentia ruin her sense of self-reassurance. She
is a monster and she knows she can't help it. It's the way the Zith's culture is. It's the natural part of life for one. Most of the time Avii makes her meals out of animals, but sometimes a human is the only way to go. Sometimes it is almost as if she can see the life through her victim. She could feel the pain of their past and what they've gone through and the secrets they held, but that's just none-sense... right?
Above all, Avii has a multi-personality, both of complete opposites. One is angelic and calm, sweet as can be and the other might as well be your boogy-man come out from underneath your bed or from behind your closet's door. As much as Avii wishes what she does, she will never get it, unless she fully understands what her tattoo means...