46 Spring 514 AV
Callipsia laid under the sun on the deck of Tatianna’s Fury with a lackluster gaze in her eyes following the clouds. Her body was still wet from her late morning devotions to Laviku, which of late seemed to grow longer as she struggled to find peace within herself. Today she sacrificed a nearby fish that jumped into her hand by the will of her gnosis with a sort of reckless abandon of an old life that had given up and wished for something to end. She frowned taking the life from the creature, and left it in the water for Visi to devour as she dried naked.
The snake, now looking a bit funny with a bulb in the middle of her long figure, slithered her way up onto the deck and across her partner’s body, nuzzling her cheek and face affectionately. Calli passively stroked her head with her hand, but her empty stare remained on the spare clouds above.
Eight days ago, she had failed. Eight days ago, her brothers were running away from her. Running away from her horrid leadership, and her poor excuse of Liaship. Eight days ago, she was a Lia no more – she was a sniveling child begging her family not to leave her.
At that, the girl could help but laugh. I never was a Lia, the words bitterly crossed her mind. I never even deserved the title.
Calli didn’t know if her snake could read the melodramatic thought, but she felt a familiar chastising squeeze nonetheless. Visi hissed at her moping face, and she raised her brows at the concerned snake, before sitting up and reaching for her shirt, letting the snake pile on her lap and legs. As she pulled the shirt over her, the snake persistently snuck her head between her breasts and out the top of the shirt to stare at her concernedly again. Calli let out a deep, slightly annoyed sigh, and pulled the snake from her. “Y’know, you’re not really helpin’ much, auntie fangs,” She finally said aloud exasperatedly, pulling on her simple brown shorts for what looked to be the hot day to come. They normally paired well with the sash she had made after she had been made Lia, but that had stayed in her drawer since the confrontation days ago.
Callipsia moved to get up, but felt a tug at her ankles as the sea krait entwined herself about them, hissing again with her fangs back, empathetic black eyes and tongue flicking at her skin hopefully.
“By Laviku’s wrath, what d’you want?!” she snapped at the snake. “What d’you want me t’do, hm? I petched up everything, I nearly lost what was left of m’my family, and I’ve disgraced ev’ry living Svefra woman b’fore half a seaon’s been out. You’d want me t’just let that go in a few days, smile and laugh again like I’ve not just failed?”
She felt the silence between them, and hoped it was enough. However, as the Svefra woman tried to move her feet, the snake pulled again. “Petching snake, I will skin you-,” She started, before looking where Visi was pulling. Tydus’ ship.
Truthfully, it had been hard to talk to him since that confrontation. Really, since that night. Since she found herself pressed into his arms, feeling rushes of pleasure she never knew existed, gazing into his symbiotically blue eyes. She felt something so powerful right then. The respect she felt in that moment – maybe, just maybe a hint of love – only made his sudden retreat hurt that much more. And her groveling after that much harder for her to take.
“I don’t know if I’m ready yet,” she offered quietly, afraid suddenly of being heard. This made no difference to Visi, who pulled her again despite the refusal. “Visi please – “ The snake hissed and looked her dead in the eyes, this time pleading.
Releasing a heavy sigh, she nodded and detangled herself. “Fine,” Callipsia finally admonished. “But you can go t’your basket, for all you’ve done today. I’ll keep you out’f my business.” The snake nodded obediently and slithered off to the basket, accepting the small victory.
As they hadn’t started for the day yet, Calli only needed pull an oar and lightly row herself closer to Tydus’ boat before redropping the anchor and making the jump. Nervously she knocked upon his cabin door, trying to think of some excuse for the visit.
“Tydus?” She asked nervously. “I was wondering if y’wanted to talk. I..” She stumbled here as she struggled to think of an excuse, before finally eeking out, “I wanted t’look at the atlas with you, an’ make sure we had a few other routes t’Kenash. In case of a storm.”
It was a weak excuse at best. There were only a few clouds on the horizon, sparse ones at best, but it was better than nothing. When he saw her, he would see what the sleeplessness had done to make her eyes droop into their holes, the way the laugh lines on her face, normally weathered, have faded. Upon seeing him, she’s forced a small smile, and is trying to force memories of him holding her down while she screams in ecstasy away.
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