Caesarion stood on the docks, his master standing beside him. He was not collared or chained, as that would only diminish him. He was a slave of talent, beauty and worldly wisdom. He had gone through much and had left his past in an empowered, ruthless, and deadly state. He knew better than to run and hide, and Telemaran knew that. He would stand with pride as the man's object of intrigue, the silk dress that he'd show off to his friends: a human in the prime of his youth, filled with ambition and power, then taken in like livestock by the whims of another.
"Come, Caesarion," the master told him.
And he obeyed.
Music, I remember that. It was a song I'd heard before, in my youth, by the voices and the chords of some famous Ravokian trio. They were known as "The Second Voice", and all loved them for their talents. Their music ranged from dubious and comical mockeries of Syliran culture and faith, to simply enjoyable compositions, to songs about the glory and faith of Ravok. Of course, as a child, glory and faith are easy to swallow. It was not until adulthood that I began to question my dedication to my city, and around that time, I left my home to experience the world. It was reckless, wild, and stupid. I did it anyway. I moved to Syliras and started a life there, barely scraping by but finding friends in strange places and encounters that I still recall with joy today.
There was Gallagher, oh, Gallagher. I miss him so much. I would write to him and lie up a storm to make him think I'm happy. Last time we spoke, I told him I was moving to Zeltiva, which I was. Little did he know I'd soon come to be enslaved, one big jump in the right direction being contorted into a foul monster of a miscalculation. I really loved him for who he was. I would say that he was my closest friend throughout my entire life, always having my back and always happy to see me. I wanted to be with him. It's silly to say that considering I ran off to another city, but I had a deep and repressed desire in my heart and it all belonged to him. My Gallagher.
Then, Aoren, who I was taken from on the road. He was something of a friend of mine, though I'd betrayed him so many times. He always, always looked out for me though, and was willing to forgive me. I think I probably made him very sad, but he made me the opposite; he, alongisde Gally, brought me the small semblance of joy I experienced after leaving Ravok. His ability to be strong, always, and think selflessly for the sake of others . . . that sort of thing brings me hope. He was my inspiration for my dream: freeing the slaves of my city, leading even mangled and bruised bodies to salvation. He showed me that real kindness existed. Although now, he probably thinks I'm dead.
As for my dogs, Max and Argos . . .
I remember the hunt. The chase. When the slavers cornered me, I ran to the trees and tried desperately to hide myself wherever I could. My dogs stayed with me, protected me, warned me of approaching predators. They kept me going for as long as I could manage before eventually they were slain by arrows, recklessly assaulting one of my attackers. They died heroically. I thought I was to die too.
To be honest, I don't think the perception that one witnesses their life before it ends is necessarily true. Many people in this world die screaming and in resistance, very few doing so on their bed or through other peaceful means. When their blades and arrows came to face me, I did not resist. I knew it was over. I didn't scream. I just dreamed. I thought about everything that I'd ever done wrong, and right, and everything I wanted to accomplish . . . everything I really did accomplish, too. Perhaps my tranquility at that moment was what spared me, and allowed me to continue to live. I do not know. But I am here.
"Come, Caesarion," the master told him.
And he obeyed.
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Music, I remember that. It was a song I'd heard before, in my youth, by the voices and the chords of some famous Ravokian trio. They were known as "The Second Voice", and all loved them for their talents. Their music ranged from dubious and comical mockeries of Syliran culture and faith, to simply enjoyable compositions, to songs about the glory and faith of Ravok. Of course, as a child, glory and faith are easy to swallow. It was not until adulthood that I began to question my dedication to my city, and around that time, I left my home to experience the world. It was reckless, wild, and stupid. I did it anyway. I moved to Syliras and started a life there, barely scraping by but finding friends in strange places and encounters that I still recall with joy today.
There was Gallagher, oh, Gallagher. I miss him so much. I would write to him and lie up a storm to make him think I'm happy. Last time we spoke, I told him I was moving to Zeltiva, which I was. Little did he know I'd soon come to be enslaved, one big jump in the right direction being contorted into a foul monster of a miscalculation. I really loved him for who he was. I would say that he was my closest friend throughout my entire life, always having my back and always happy to see me. I wanted to be with him. It's silly to say that considering I ran off to another city, but I had a deep and repressed desire in my heart and it all belonged to him. My Gallagher.
Then, Aoren, who I was taken from on the road. He was something of a friend of mine, though I'd betrayed him so many times. He always, always looked out for me though, and was willing to forgive me. I think I probably made him very sad, but he made me the opposite; he, alongisde Gally, brought me the small semblance of joy I experienced after leaving Ravok. His ability to be strong, always, and think selflessly for the sake of others . . . that sort of thing brings me hope. He was my inspiration for my dream: freeing the slaves of my city, leading even mangled and bruised bodies to salvation. He showed me that real kindness existed. Although now, he probably thinks I'm dead.
As for my dogs, Max and Argos . . .
I remember the hunt. The chase. When the slavers cornered me, I ran to the trees and tried desperately to hide myself wherever I could. My dogs stayed with me, protected me, warned me of approaching predators. They kept me going for as long as I could manage before eventually they were slain by arrows, recklessly assaulting one of my attackers. They died heroically. I thought I was to die too.
To be honest, I don't think the perception that one witnesses their life before it ends is necessarily true. Many people in this world die screaming and in resistance, very few doing so on their bed or through other peaceful means. When their blades and arrows came to face me, I did not resist. I knew it was over. I didn't scream. I just dreamed. I thought about everything that I'd ever done wrong, and right, and everything I wanted to accomplish . . . everything I really did accomplish, too. Perhaps my tranquility at that moment was what spared me, and allowed me to continue to live. I do not know. But I am here.