The soap he selected smelled like the sea. It reminded him of sun and sand as he lathered it over his limbs and rubbed the sweat and grime from his skin. He had never been fond of water, but that had more to do with emotional associations than it had to do with anything like logic. By standing in the bathing pool and using life-bringing water to help cleanse him, he was allowing himself a slow reconnection with the elements; and when he sank under water, dark hair unraveling from braids to float upwards, he remembered salt stinging his eyes and farseeing memories of all his lives sloughing from his mind like skin. He surfaced and let a lot of that old, unforgiving bitterness in him float away. Then he did it again. In the end, he soaped up three times. He didn't really believe that would be enough to rinse the blood and sin from him, but it felt like a good number and he felt both lighter and more dense afterwards. Clever fingers threaded into his hair and his lips moved with silent recitation of old prayers as he braided his hair into prayer knots. Three strands came back from his temples where his horns would have been and were gathered into the heavier knot of the rest, ends tucked under in a old fashioned club in lieu of tying it off with a bit of leather or twine. He didn't want to wear anything not of his body tonight. Following Kavala into the Sacred Circle, he divested himself of his robe while watching her pray. When she was finished he let his eyes roam over the statues of gods lining the walls of the Circle and he stepped in to follow the path, one to the next. He had not spent time in this room. In truth he had not spent a great deal of time Within. These were the bones of the earth to which he would return, but until that time he preferred to spend his immortality under the sky. The statue of Nysel was stopped by first and he gazed at it with a sideways smile. One hand rose and he drifted the tips of his fingers down the god's cheek. He closed his eyes, remembering, and bent a knee in genuflection, "My lord, witness that this magic not only makes me stronger, but also Cytali through me." Following Kavala's earlier egress, his next stop was for Eyris. He studied her in silence a long minute before ducking head and shoulders in respect. "I don't know you well, Eyris, but it is to your wisdom that has undoubtedly led me back to this place. I humbly ask your blessing in this and all my endeavors and hope to know you better in the seasons to come." Rak'keli was third and he stood before her statue and lowered himself to lay a kiss to its base. Breath came out of him, full and shuddering, for this was the goddess who had shown herself to him first since his return to Mizahar. She had pushed him gently toward the road that ultimately led him here when he was in need of his greatest healing, and she knew what he had his mind to shortly undertake -- the healing he had promised Kavala as summer died. "Help me," he whispered to her. His hand settled warmly at her feet, and he straightened in the knowledge that she would understand. His eyes turned then to the darkness. Nikali had no statue here. Her mark on him pulsed gently and he understood it for the promise it was. The shadows received a smile like a blown kiss and he turned to the light, stepping into the ring of illuminating candles after Kavala as he thought of his Bright Lady. She like Nikali had no statue here, but her sun had heated the earth above them and around, and it would remember itself come spring. Caelum watched Kavala weigh the knife in her hand and he knew this winter would not last. The first sparks of divinity were with them, energized and brightening with every passing breath. Syna watched; revelation was coming. Caelum nodded when Kavala spoke and halted in front of her, well within reach of that dangerous knife. "It is what I want," he assured her, seeking only to strengthen his friend's resolve. The first cut drew his breath in a hiss, but the rest he was silent for. Pain flared beneath the cuts and his blood dripped down carnelian bright. Long fingers curved into Kavala's when she brought their hands together, mingling their blood, and he was watching her face as she brought the rest of their bodies together piece by piece, cut by cut, intimate and close. Heat pooled low in his belly, easy and welcome desire, and even as he studied rich blue eyes, Kavala's own desires swept through him like an inbound tide. They swept his own aside. His heart hammered once and then stilled. Bright pain splintered through him as Kavala's res made its way in. His pulse leapt back up. He imagined the res was trying to build a home inside of him and all of him tensed for a moment, shocked by the agony of it, by the sheer invasiveness of it all. Yet then something exquisite happened. His wants surged hungrily to join her's and all that was holy within him stretched and strengthened. He relaxed even as Kavala caught his mouth with hers and more of that powerful res began to pour down his throat. Head ringings, heart easing, pleasure crawled across his to turn around all of his pain and make of him a bridge between the mortal and the divine. Kavala yearned for that connection and the right person had found her. Fingers braided, bodies entwined, Caelum became the perfect vessel for her res, and for all of their orisons. She could pour as much power into him as she liked, and he would drink it like the wind though it blazed and flared and maybe even ate at him inside. Kavala held him, but he tangled her into his arms. His body was open to her. Nikali had heard him. He inhaled the light. |