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He could tell that Nivel was trying the best she could but there was just some mental wall that kept him blocked from all this talk on imagining it all, visualizing it.. like he was just three steps behind them both. Although Ball was stood off to the side falling over and struggling with himself, at least he was actually trying. Meanwhile the squirrel was just staring at his own paws, trying to see the djed.
"If it's all in my imagination, how do I even know that it's magic that's causing this stuff to happen? I imagine being able to turn into a tiger but you can tell it's not happening right now." Perhaps he was being too sharp, but it really did feel like this was just running around in circles and never getting to the point.. where was the djed and how was he supposed to move it around.
Though he had his doubts that trying to imagine it as something else was going to get the same results, Nivel was trying.. so he should at least try as well.
"Sorry.. uhm. I think I move by using my nexus to tell my body what clay to move, and it does it." Something hit him. He wasn't quite sure if it was right, but there was no harm in trying, right?
"Hold on.. so, you mean that the signals that go from my nexus down to my clay.. that's my djed?" Surely not.. he used that stuff all the time and it wasn't magic. At least he'd never thought of it that way. Then again, he couldn't really explain how he moved his limbs in any specific way, he didn't know enough about his own anatomy for all that nonsense.
"That's.. freaky."Maybe he was just taking things a little too far and branching off in a way that was just silly.. but then, the more Nivel tried to explain things, the clearer they immediately became.
Tiny squirrels. It was extremely condescending and a little insulting but his nexus was far too absorbed in this new revelation to care as he turned both paws over in front of his eyes and marveled at how he could do it.
"Sweet Sylir." Transferring acorns to different parts of his body, she said. Information on what to do, how to move.
"So, when I use this flux, am I trying to send more acorns down the same branch at one time? But that would deprive the other branches of acorns..." Wait, was this really how simple Flux was? Djed? All this nonsense that he'd never even thought to understand or even take a mild interest in, all of this could have led him to discovering magic?!
He'd never ignore any teacher ever again. Had the days spent running around with feral squirrels instead of listening to his father deprived him of learning some ancient art of Py-Pole techniques? How could he even be certain any more, if just not taking an interest in how his own body worked could deprive him of Flux?
"So, I just need to visualize more squirrels running down the length of my arm when I punch?" Just for show, he tried to punch the air off to the right.. he couldn't really feel any squirrels running down the length of his arm but the more he stared and thought, the more he focused every time he threw an off-hand punch at that little patch of air.. the more he thought he could visualize them running back and forth its length, transporting little acorns and storing them up inside his paw, before running back down the length of it and up to his nexus. On and on they went, more than he could count, sprinting back and forth.. becoming tired as his arm grew heavy and struggled to keep up the pace of his jitterly little nexus.
"If I just, like.. imagine all of them running down the length at once.. imagine them gathering up in my nexus and preparing.. gathering all the acorns they can carry.." He swore he could feel something as crowds sprinted up and down. So bizarre! Probably just his imagination running a little too wild but it was still damn engrossing, feeling his other limbs responding and visualizing those little squirrels stored inside them all carrying the acorns back to the nexus.
"..If they all run down it at once, all just sprint down and carry all their acorns down to my palm.. is that Flux? Is that it?" Wait, did he really know magic?!