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Ialari turned her eyes from the tree to the shade of Berliotz. She couldn't find the strength to form words. She felt a chill crackle across her skin and she instantly felt vulnerable and more alone than ever before. Berliotz's shade flickered a bit and Ialari felt her connection to him flicker as well. The invisible walls of her Dominion shimmered rapidly as Ialari's connection to the shade and her Dominion shared in the odd sensations that filled her mind and body.
She would have fallen to the ground if her muscles would have been able to move. Instead she simply stood in place, unable to do anything but breath; even that was difficult.
While her body was unable to react, her mind was the exact opposite. Ialari wanted to believe that Berliotz's words were just a part of her imagination; her mind trying to piece things together in order to understand something that couldn't be understood. He must be lying; a trick played by the spiritual remains of a mad wizard bent on revenge. How could such a thing even be possible? Sure, it happened to Berliotz but his soul was shattered through great magic and immense overgiving and even then he was a ghost splint into ten pieces. I'm no master wizard, I haven't overgiven and even if I had somehow done so, it would've had to have been magic far beyond anything she could fathom. Even if it were true, how can I live with but one small piece of a soul? Why do each of those...pieces...look like me? Where they alive somehow? If so how? How could I have lived dozens of times in the same incarnation only to have died each and every time save one? The questions continued to swarm through her head. The whole concept at first seemed outrageously silly before turning to disturbingly questionable and finally fearfully possible. The worst part about it all though was that as the shade of Berliotz, in his current incarnation being a part of Ialari, provided the revelation to Ialari, she felt the truth in his words almost immediately. Even as the questions filled her mind, they all led to the simple fact that Ialari knew just as her projection of Berliotz did, that it was all indeed true.
After allowing Ialari to wrestle with his words, Berliotz, finally said, It's alright to move and speak now. This isn't the end of existence...well, not exactly."
Ialari felt her strength return and her body start reacting again. She stumbled a few steps before reaching out to the invisible wall of her Dominion for support. She stared at the Tree of Death looming just out of reach. Taking another moment or two to find her voice, she spoke hoarsely, "How?"
"How? Which are you referring to? How can you be alive with only a small piece of your soul? How did your soul get shattered to begin with? How is it that all of them look like you? How did they live? How did they die? Or maybe the most important one, How do you fix yourself?" Berliotz knew everything Ialari was thinking, everything she was asking herself without her having to say it. He knew her ever-calculating, ever-planning mind was already beginning to dissect this new information.
Ialari slowly turned to face Berliotz. Her voice dripped with poison though her tone quiet, "Enough. I believe you but I've humored your games for long enough. Tell me how I am still alive and how these..." Ialari pointed behind her to the bodies hanging from the tree. ...how these all look like me?"
Berliotz's features softened and he said calmly, "I'm not playing games, Ialari. Remember, I exist only because of your force of will. I don't have all your answers because you don't have them. I only know what the "real" Berliotz saw when he gazed upon your soul. It wasn't a coincidence that he chose you to reforge his soul. When he first saw you from the shadows of the Aperture, he saw something of a kindred...spirit. He saw how you were damaged, how you lived with but a sliver of a soul. He saw how your will was strong enough to keep you alive which in turn made him think you were strong enough to fix him. He was right...sort of. It wasn't until your bond with your Dominion had grown strong enough to support my formation that I was able to share with you the thoughts you already had swimming around that chaotic pit you call a mind. The first time you gazed upon that tree, you knew, unconsciously, that the tree was the answer to your greatest question. In order to find that answer, it's obvious to both of us what must be done, isn't it?"
Ialari, for an instant, wasn't sure who she hated more, the real, dead, Amir Berliotz or the one standing in front of her. The irony not escaping her that the one in front of her was also part of her. Answering Berliotz while answering herself, "I need to reforge my own soul."