Cilaes gave his companion a sincere smile. The expression was brilliant on the Ethaefal's normally solemn face, his brilliantly white teeth shining with a different light next to his opalescent skin. "I'm glad you feel the same way. Actually, I have been meditating for several years now. I make my best efforts to do so twice a day, as our lord and his lady greet one another in the sky." He paused for a moment, thinking about what the meditations had done for him each dawn and dusk before his prayers. "It's is peculiar though. You seem to use meditation as a way to dull an overwhelming rush. For me the practice does almost the opposite. I often feel like there is a shroud hanging between myself and my mortal seeming, and the quiet moments, at least for me, seem to send a breeze through an otherwise stagnant place." He paused for a moment, thinking about what Taithrosa had said. The Ethaefal seemed to have similar perspectives to his own, at least, on the more basic levels. But he had seen so many different things, the world beyond Mura, that he applied his ideas in a way that was unique, and almost surprising for Cilaes. "They could certainly be, for these women are gifted. But it doesn't seem to me that the Konti have the desire to become a great force in the world. At least, not as a whole, there are certainly some individuals that seek out the wider world and its troubles... Troubles like the ones your race is having. I am studying medicine, you're correct, but hardly with the same sense of purpose. It must feel relieving to be able to sound so certain about your goals." Indeed, I hardly know if this is what I am supposed to be doing, studying here is simply something that seemed natural. Why else would I land here, so far from everything I must have known, if not to learn? The idea that he did not truly know what his purpose was had resurfaced, and it unsettled the Ethaefal. But Cilaes refused to acknowledge the anxious hum that had stirred in his core for a moment, and distracted himself by continuing to question Taithrosa. "You'll have to forgive me, I'm not particularly familir with Akalak breeding. But isn't it rather difficult for females to bear your children? Is that one of the reasons someone well trained is so important? Because it seems to me that many humans have their babies delivered by women who have hardly any medical training." |