He put his arms around Palomino and just hugged her. He refused to relinquish what he knew for solid fact, he'd done very wrong. When he finally spoke, his voice was ragged as gravel.
"I know I'm not educated like you anymore, but I know what's what when it comes to horses. The first thing I should have checked was if the foal was breathing. You can't see -through- a mare no matter how long you look at her Pal. I don't know if it was already that way or if I caused it. Any other case we could've said there was nothing to be done. I just learn things the hard way."
Bolden nodded to her, offered her a hand to stand up and grabbed the water buckets.
"We shouldn't have left Stormcloud so long. Like your father says, "When it comes to horses, keep your eye on the living."
Bold walked back to the mare with Laria by his side, hip to hip. When the pair entered, she nickered softly, looking around in bewilderment. At least she'd moved from laying on her side to on her chest. He placed the filled water bucket on the wall ring and encouraged the mare to stand.
Knowing Pal would rub her down with the cloth, he instead just stroked the horse's neck and murmured to her.
"It's gonna be alright Stormy; you win some, you lose some. Drink up now, you must be thirsty."
Bold's large hands softly caressed the length of her back, working out the knotted muscles from a prolonged and fruitless labor. It took him a few chimes to realize the second bucket he'd brought for him and the woman to clean themselves up.
Wearily he dragged a cloth through the water and rubbed down Laria's arms as she in turn rubbed down the mare. Bold wiped the cool cloth over Pal's teary eyes, face and neck, then bent to the water channel and squeezed out the water, returning it to the bucket. Contemplatively, he wiped down his own face and neck and watched Pal's incredibly gentle touch with the mare. His honey colored eyes followed as her golden hands worked on the horse with her healing, soothing touch; it reminded him of someone. The memory teased the edge of his mind and flitted away before he caught it. It was about a bell before sunrise and he was too weary to chase after it.