Her reaction to the mentioning of Lhex caught him by surprise, but he had to admit that it wasn’t an unreasonable one. After all she was right to say that they were always watching, always listening. As the girl went on describing what could happen when arrested by them, Cris wasn’t entirely sure if she was trying to scare him again, or was actually sharing her own fear with him, be it consciously or unconsciously. To him she certainly appeared to be shaken by those thoughts. ”I’m terribly sorry that my poor habit of twisting my thoughts into oodles of words appears to be a such a careless act,” he lowered his voice to match her whisper. ”It was not my intention to put us both in peril with my overly long tongue.” The con artist followed the girl trying to commit the images of streets and alleyways they passed to memory. He wasn’t sure how long they would stay there. During most of his time in Ravok he relied on ravosalas to get around, since most paths that could be travelled on foot led him nowhere, or on a luckier occasion to a ravosala dock. Today his guide appeared to know how to get around the city on foot though pretty well and Crismento found it to be a valuable ability. Certainly useful on a quick escape where one wouldn’t want to rely on anybody. When the girl spoke again, the swindler followed her every word trying to note emotions and feeling behind what was being said. Respect for Dira, fear and hate of Rhysol, contempt for his followers at the Ebonstryfe… And then Cris got confused as her story slowly trailed off. Did she just admit to killing one of them? Was she a criminal of Ravok? His companion carried on before he could go over that in his mind once more. She shared her views on Rhysol’s followers and the con artist surprised himself by finding that he agreed with them. Granted he did not hated the God himself, quite the opposite, since he so often lived by what the Defiler stood for, but the hypocrisy of the Black Sun and the Ebonstryfe amused him. Crismento remembered his own experience with them. Oh, how desperately they wanted to get in control over the mess that the Rising Dawn brought into the city, how uncomfortable Korin was when speaking of order. Ravok was a town of evil, but regulated evil, and he found that it was a poor way to worship the Lord of Chaos. ”Oh, but I am most surely a fool myself, as you had a chance to see, and yet even I don’t wander in Ravok with confidence,” he smiled. ”However, I wholeheartedly agree with what you say about them. I find that many here are prisoners of this faith and those who are not and choose it freely soon become ones. It is incredibly easy to give in to your moral weaknesses and the dark appeals of this evil lord, but should be unimaginably difficult to sustain the virtue of loyalty when you stand for betrayal. Not to mention how much they fear the threat of disarray, when in fact they should be welcoming it. Their pathetic ways tease me into laughing at them, and I would if I did not value my life.” Despite keeping his voice quite, Cris got a bit passionate in his short speech, somewhere crossing the line of his own ideas into the realms of his character of Nicholas Raes, who apparently shared the hatred with the girl. At this point, however, the con artist would have been hard pressed to tell exactly where that line was. He understood her gesture of taking his hand as a sign of growing trust and encouraged by it he was about to carry on: ”In fac-…” Crismento cut his speech short as he noticed her sign and immediately realized what that meant. As the girl anxiously looked around in the street his eyes too tried to catch a glimpse of anything, but failed. He got worried for a moment as a thought that someone was actually listening to what he was saying and was now planning to make him pay for those foolish words. Would have been a shame to get caught for an act, however close to reality it might have been… Cris glanced down for a moment to calm down, trying to replace the nervous thoughts with the sense of security. ’You’ll be alright, Crisy-boy. Everything is just fine…’ After nobody showing up for a few moments he dared to whisper: ”I don't think anyone's here.” The con artist was surprised and alongside terrified to taste djed on his lips when he spoke. Did it slip there by itself? Was he now not only trying to calm himself but also instilling his guide with a feeling of safety? It had never happened to him before. ’I don’t want to do this!’ he protested to himself. Cris wasn’t sure if the situation somehow got stressful enough to confuse his concentration and force him make mistakes or whether it was an unconscious decision, but now he was on full alert of what his mind had in store for him. |
OOCI think I finally settled in, so my response time should get faster than 2 weeks. Sorry about the constant delays.