As Aello walked along, she bent in order to pick up a number of twigs, as well as the occasional leaf. When the pile was beginning to slip from between her fingers, she mumbled, "this should be enough to get everything started... to the camp!"
Aello walked slowly, carefully, in the hopes that nothing else, a crunchy brown leaf perhaps, would fall from her pile, fluttering slowly onto the forest floor, only to be crunched beneath her boot. Broken into several small, flimsy pieces of brown vegetation.
When she reached her camp, Aello dumped the kindling adjacent to the pile of firewood. She rubbed her hands together, preparing herself for her task, silently hoping that it wouldn't take long. Silently hoping that the light would last. She began by sorting the wood based off its size. Anything that was similar or the same, she put in a pile together. When she was done sorting, Aello grabbed all the wood from one pile, and carried it more towards the center of the clearing. Once there, she began to lean the wood bits up against each other. Forming several triangles with the ground. She wrapped the wood around and around, until she had formed a teepee, with one small section missing.
When she was done setting up her lop-sided teepee of wood, Aello returned to her kindling. She picked as much of it as she could up, and returned to the site of her wooden teepee with it. She placed the kindling about a foot to the right of her work. She picked a few twigs off the top of her kindling pile, and placed them beneath the wooden teepee. She then returned to her bag. Upon opening the top, she stuck her right hand into it, and began rummaging around until she felt her tindertwig beneath her fingertips. She brought it out, and returned to the site of her future fire.
Aello sat on her knees. She lifted one of the spare wooden logs, and tilted it downwards, so that the top rested above her kindling. She dragged the tip of her tindertwig across the log several times over, until it began to spark. Finally, when the kindling took, Aello pulled both the log and her tindertwig away, and set them down beside her. She placed her hands on the ground, and leaned down, hugging her chest to the ground, as she turned her face towards the fire. She gently blew on the small, orange flame. It grew slowly but steadily, as it repeatedly swayed away from her. Crackling as it sent thin wisps of gray smoke spiraling into the air.
When the fire had grown large enough that it hurt to keep her flesh so close, Aello drew her face away and sat up, staring into the flames. "It looks like another night of just you and me," Aello whispered to her sparrow, as she got up and fetched her things, bringing them closer to the fire. After having done so, she opened her bag and pulled out a few berries she had saved up from the day before. She set one aside for Yune, as she hurriedly shoved the rest in her mouth, before she had a chance to get truly hungry.
"It's going to be a long night," Aello whispered, as she lifted the extra stick and poked the fire. Since all you are going to do is remind yourself that you failed to catch anything. That you're the lousiest huntress around. There was a slight pause, the only thing that happens when you travel into the forest is this: you see something tasty looking, and it is snatched right out from under you by something or another. Wolves typically, if not assassins. Aello spit angrily on her fire at the thought. Filthy petching assassins, and those petching wolves... petching ruin everything! She was glad that she had killed them all. Proven her strength. Shown the forest who was boss, so to speak.
And yet, Aello was friends with a wolf who could shift into a human. She shook her head lightly as she thought of him, and prodded the kindling with her stick. She was thinking of how his eyes glowed, how they could fill with such a sense of rage when he was upset. If only he had known what she had done, what she was like, he may grow to dislike her. To try and kill her with his own four paws. His sharp, canine teeth, glistening with saliva.
"No," Aello whispered. "He'd have enough sense to understand that it was in self-defense. That it was the only way for you to survive." He wouldn't expect you to lay down your arms, and let yourself be killed... no you mean too much to him for such a thing as that... to die. He'd hate it if you died. It's best that you killed them. "He'd understand," she added, as she pulled the stick away from the fire and set it down. "Yes, he'd understand," she whispered, in the hopes that she would believe it the more and more she repeated it.
Aello couldn't help but feel as though she were trying to justify her actions. After all, what was there to make her life more worthwhile than that of a wolf? Why was she better, if she truly was?
Aello shook her head, as she lay down, resting her head on her bag. She wasn't any better than them, and she knew it. In fact, in some ways, she was more than likely just as barbaric. A murderer, one who took the lives of others to sustain her own. She was like them, sick and twisted. An animal. A cold-blooded killer. There was no denying it now. She couldn't so much as count the number of souls she sent to Dira on a single hand anymore.
Aello had been led into the darkness, and she knew it. She had changed. She wasn't a little girl anymore. Cute, naive, innocent. She was young, yes, but in a way, she felt so very old. Like she had seen and known too much. She was a huntress now. Something that fueled chaos.
Aello closed her eyes. Shutting out the thoughts and realizations, just as the moon rose above her head.
OOCSorry this is super blah... but I figured she had to fail at least every once in awhile. |