He was alright, Gods be thanked he was alright! She grinned, letting out the breath she'd not even realised she was holding as she leant slightly to one side to get a better look at the forest floor below. There he was, right as rain with his... pet... cradled in his arms. But... that same pet had saved him, near as she could tell. She still wasn't entirely comfortable with the idea of being near it... but maybe she could cut it a little slack? It had risked itself for him, and sort of for her as well. Silly as it sounded she owed the little dog. At least she thought it was a dog, it was hard to be sure. It wasn't like she spent a lot of time round them was it? She sighed to herself, knowing full well what she was doing, keeping her thoughts fixed on something else to put off having to deal with, well everything. It wasn't any good though, sooner or later she'd have to climb down, and she didn't want to disappoint Erzotol any more than she had done already. I'm coming down... be right there... please don't leave. She bit her tongue to cut off those words off, it was hard enough getting the nerve up to face him, never mind adding that into the mix. She reached out for a nearby branch, testing it to make sure it’d hold her weight before climbing to her feet. Heights had never bothered her, and there was always something reassuring about being in trees, besides the fact that wolves couldn’t climb them. Maybe it was just the fact that they were old? Sort of solid and old. But that was enough messing around, she had to climb down, and the sooner it was done the sooner it’d be over with. She took it slightly steadier on the way down than the way up, the branches rustling with her passage, pointedly ignoring the way they almost sounded like whispers. She stood above him for a moment, gauging where she’d land before she jumped down from the last branch, landing lightly a couple of feet from him with her back to him. She straightened, hands reaching up to pull and tease her hair back into place again, brushing the bits of twig and leaf that’d gotten caught there away at the same time, anything to delay facing him. She took a deep breath and turned, her face full of worry as her lips parted, but she didn’t know what to say. What could she say? She’d run off and left him alone and hidden in a tree for God’s sake! At last though she had to turn, her eyes drifting over his shoulder to make sure the wolf was actually dead, before flicking to his face and searching for his. He looked… worried, or angry, she couldn’t tell. Maybe both? “I… that is… thank you. I don’t know what to say, you know? I mean you… killed it, you really killed it and all I could do was hide in a petching tree. I’m sorry Erzotol, I really am, I just couldn’t… so I left you all alone and there could’ve been a whole pack of them down here and all I could do was...” whatever sense of composure she’d had vanished as she babbled and repeated herself, and by the end her voice had fallen to nothing more than a quiet murmur. Her hands were clasped in front of her, wringing round themselves as she tried to stay calm, at least a little calm, but all she could think about was what might’ve happened if there had been more of them. His little dog wouldn’t have been much use then would it? She so wanted to know what he was thinking, if she was right the first time and it was worry she’d seen on his face… maybe he understood? Maybe he wasn’t going to hold it against her? In that case this could all turn out for the best, right? Oh please, please let it be that she was right the first time. She didn’t want him to think ill of her. They might not have known each other all that long, but she knew she wanted to spend longer in his company... there was something about him that drew her to him... maybe it was the way he smiled, or just that he'd put up with her for as long as he had done. She knew though that she'd never figure it out if he left now. |