"I… I didn't mean t…" Laszlo felt guilty, yes, but he was distracted. There was something else he was supposed to be worrying about. It felt as though it should have been obvious, but like all of the memories of his former lives, he couldn't quite grasp it. The feeling of apprehension he had felt earlier grew into concern.
Raelynn's tongue wasn't very badly injured, though it was bleeding enough that her lips had become stained in red. She seemed to be in an inordinate of pain, quietly groaning into her hands. Sending another fearful glance at Laszlo, she stood up from the bed and backed away, pressing her back into the far wall so she could more privately focus on her suffering.
The Ethaefal didn't watch her. His eyes were staring at nothing as he concentrated, trying to pluck his buried latent knowledge from the nothingness. Laszlo knew he should have been more concerned, but something more was nagging at him. A memory just out of reach.
What had he done to her? Why had he even kissed her? She was the daughter of the fisherman who had opened his home to him! He should have warned her at least about his fangs. She had no way of knowing he had anything sharp in his mouth.
The roof of his mouth was still tingling, and with a new feeling of dread, he was starting to remember why. Laszlo opened his mouth and felt at one of his elongated canines. To his surprise, he felt something like a groove on the outer edge.
When he drew his hand back, there was liquid on his fingertips. Not saliva, and not traces of Raelynn's blood. His keen eyes could make out a few greenish yellow droplets on his fingers. Instinctively, he identified it.
"Venom…?" Laszlo murmured. Then he remembered. That feeling of concern now became a sense of urgency. He looked up at Raelynn. "You're poisoned," he told her in a voice that was soft and grim.
Without warning, Laszlo's bedroom door flew open, startling both Raelynn and the Ethaefal as it slammed into the adjacent wall. Standing in the doorway was a short, but broad-shouldered man with a thick build. It was the fisherman, of course. Raelynn's father.
The Ethaefal had no words. He didn't need his buried experiences to know that this did not bode well for him. He sat paralyzed on his bed, watching as he waited for the fisherman to put it together in his head. In just a few seconds, those kind old eyes would be filled with rage. Oh Laszlo, your second day of your newest life, and this is the sort of person you're turning into?
"What is going on here?!" he roared. The fisherman was already angry. He must have heard Raelynn cry out in pain earlier. Laszlo braced himself.
There isn't a word to describe the level of rage that lit up in the fisherman's eyes when he turned to see his daughter, backed into the wall nearby. Her hands were still clasped over her mouth, smeared with miniscule, but noticeable amounts of red. More importantly, the thin nightgown she was wearing had been pulled off of one of her shoulders. The fisherman turned to Laszlo, whose shirt had been ruffled and halfway taken off. The Ethaefal sat there like a mouse cornered by a cat, knowing its death was coming. There isn't a word in Common to describe the look in the fisherman's eyes that Laszlo saw then, but there should be one.
"You didn't…" he growled.
Laszlo opened his mouth to defend himself, but he couldn't find the proper words. It wasn’t as if nothing had happened. He assumed that Raelynn's father was leaping to dark conclusions about what had taken place, but what could Laszlo say? What was his word against an angry parent's? "I… it's… R-Raelynn? Could you…?"
"Don't you dare!" The fisherman marched forward until he was at the foot of Laszlo's bed. The Ethaefal's mouth hung open. The tingling in his fangs had become an aching. Damn it, was that what being a Symenestra was? Death in a frail package? What good was that?
Wait a minute, what was that word?
"Don't you dare speak to my daughter, you monster!" The fisherman's eyes then widened. They were already wide with fury, but there was something new there now. Recognition. "A… a Widow? You're a Widow? I invited a Widow into my own home?!"
Widow? "I didn't know, I swear I—"
"AAHH!" For the fisherman, there was no more need for words. He lunged forward, and Laszlo was too dumbfounded to react in time. Although Raelynn's father was a head shorter than Laszlo was, he was heavier and far more muscular. The fisherman descended on him like a rabid animal. Laszlo tried to defend himself by holding out his arms, but his thin limbs were easily taken and held aside by large, rough hands.
Raelynn was shouting uselessly at the struggle, but her words were lost to Laszlo's ears as her father growled through his clenched teeth.
Laszlo tried squirming and twisting out of the stronger man's grasp, but this form was thinner than his day phase, and somehow not quite as strong. In fact it felt more fragile, and the way the fisherman was holding Laszlo's arms, he feared the bones might actually snap. In another instant, he stopped worrying about that entirely, as he found both hands clenched tightly around his neck.
The angry father was holding nothing back, squeezing to a point beyond pain. Laszlo couldn't even cough while his windpipe was being crushed. Overpowered and out of options, the Ethaefal clawed uselessly at the fisherman's hands. With sharpened nails like he had, he felt himself doing some damage to the other man, but the blood rage was overwhelming his other senses. Raelynn's father didn't even notice the cuts on his hands. He just wanted to choke the life out of this strange man who had touched his daughter.
"You were going to kill her, weren't you?! Bring her back to your nest!" Purple splotches began to fill Laszlo's vision, and soon enough he was practically blind. His mouth was wide open as he instinctively tried to gasp for air, but all he could manage to do was make weak gurgling noises as saliva bubbled at the back of his throat. "I welcomed you into my home!"
Was this it then? His second day of life, he was going to be murdered by a floozy's angry father? What a petching disgrace.
What would happen to his soul? Would he go back to the ukalas? Or would he reincarnate again, this time with absolutely no memory of what he was supposed to be?
No. Clenching his teeth, Laszlo pulled his hands off the fisherman's and began to reach outward, groping at his assailant's face. I will NOT die like this. Not again. Laszlo's claws found something, and he immediately dug into it. The hands around his neck released. Someone howled in pain.
Groaning hoarsely in sudden relief, Laszlo rolled over in agony and began swallowing air in huge gulps. He clutched protectively at his throat, every new, precious breath burning his injured flesh. His ears rang loudly enough to render him temporarily deaf, and for several peaceful moments, he was allowed to recover. His vision slowly went back to normal, though his eyes had watered profusely from the pain and suffocation. When his hearing returned to him, all he could hear was Raelynn screaming.
"Father! Father! This is all my fault!"
Laszlo pushed himself back up, and turned to see what the matter was. That man had just tried to kill him, for the gods' sakes! What about Laszlo?
"Oh…" The fisherman was on the floor with his hands over his eyes. His face and chest were smeared in copious amounts of blood. Crimson seeped from between his fingers, and ran down his cheeks. "No… this can't…"
Laszlo looked down at his own hands. They were bloody, like the fisherman's. His claws had saved him. But… he hadn't meant to do that. He hadn't meant to scratch out the man's eyes! He was just defending himself! "What have I… how did this…?" All he had wanted was to be left alone, but Raelynn, that stupid girl, had imposed herself. Now she was bleeding and poisoned. Her father was very likely blind. How could this happen?
It was time to go.
Laszlo slipped off the bed and began to edge toward the door. He expected Raelynn to look up and notice him, but she was too busy tending to her father. He was yelling indiscriminate curses about Laszlo as well as certain gods. I'm sorry, Syna, the Ethaefal thought to himself sadly. She must have been ashamed of him. He could have done better. He could have turned the girl away.
He paused by the window. Something had appeared in the doorway, blocking off Laszlo's escape. A small girl, Raelynn's younger sister Courtney, stood there with her hand on the doorframe. She stared at the scene with fearful confusion, stunned into silence. She kept looking between her father, and Laszlo. Laszlo looked back at her, his jaw hung open in astonishment over the whole thing.
"Laszlo! Come play when you're done. I'm bored, and Rae-Rae never plays." "Run along, Courtney. Don't bother our guest." "What… did she call me?" "Laszlo. It was the name of our family pet, a raven. He died last week." "So why would she call me by the name of a dead bird?" "Well, I reckon she thinks you're Laszlo, reincarnated into the next life. Bless her heart." "I've been a lot of things, but I don't think I've ever been a bird. Why would she think I was Laszlo?" "She says you fell from the sky."
How could this have all gone so wrong? Laszlo's shining amethyst eyes were locked on Courtney as she stared at him. She had been so fond of Laszlo. Now she didn't even recognize him. The Ethaefal was gone, and in this place was this… Widow, which had injured her sister and blinded her father.
"I'm sorry…" he whispered to her, though he was sure she couldn't hear over her family's commotion. She wasn't moving from the doorway, so Laszlo popped open the window instead, unwilling to get any closer to her. With all this noise, the Knights were bound to come investigating. Best Laszlo not be around to have to explain this all. Just before crawling through and making his escape, he gave another look to Courtney. "I'm sorry."
That was when Laszlo decided that it was probably a good idea to keep his night phase as discreet as possible. |