Continued From: Death Round the Wagons Timestamp: 36th of Spring, Early Evening. Location: Along the Karbin Road Tessa took a deep breath and started to count down from ten while trying to remind herself that it wasn’t Gregir’s fault. It really wasn’t, she knew he was only looking out for her, but that didn’t make it any less infuriating. The way he was almost constantly hovering over her, asking her if she was alright, it was getting to the point of suffocating her. She wasn’t a kid anymore, and yes she’d… well there’d been, when he’d… that didn’t matter. What mattered was she was fine now! Almost fine at least, her ribs barely hurt unless she did something silly with them and Mother Trevile had said the stitches could come out next week, if not before then. She didn’t need babying, it was done, over with, finished. Not that she could tell him any of that, he’d only ask if there was anything she needed and that’d just make her want to scream at him all the more… and she really didn’t want to hurt his feeling like that. He really was just trying to look out for her, same as he’d always done. “I’m fine Gregir, really, I can manage now.” she replied with a little more acid in her tone than she’d have liked, but she couldn’t help it. Just looking at him, knowing full well what he was probably thinking, was driving her mad. All she wanted was to be left alone for a few chimes, why didn’t anyone seem to get that? It wasn’t like she was the only one who’d gotten hurt either, he was still wearing that sling, and one of the other guards was laid up with a broken leg, not to mention the long gash across Mr Jones’ forehead. Gregir didn’t look entirely convinced, but he nodded and back to the fire all the same. As she watched his departing back all she could think was how this was all such bullshyke! What did she have to do to convince everyone that everything was alright? Tessa pushed off from the wagon she’d been leaning against and walked further away from the fire with a huff of irritation, her buckler making a muted clatter against her scabbard as her eyes deliberately skipped over the obviously patched are of the canvas covering of the rear wagon. What she needed was a walk. She wouldn’t go too far, maybe just to the copse of trees she could see. That should be fine, it wasn’t too far from the caravan’s campsite for the night so no-one’d get worried about her. Besides, after two weeks spent in the back of the wagons or hobbling carefully round the camp she was starting to get restless. Decision made she set off at a quickish pace, being careful to keep her breathing easy, as much as she might protest otherwise she knew she wasn’t entirely healed and she really didn’t want to aggravate her ribs again. She was sick and tired of wincing with every breath she took. She’d not looked at them since… it had happened, but Mother Trevile said the bruising was fading nicely at least and she was usually right about that sort of thing. The walk would do her good though, let her stretch her legs and all, especially with the pleasant early evening breeze scudding over the grass lands out here. To her frustration though it couldn’t have been more than a few chimes before she found herself starting to feel the strain of keeping her pace, the various still healing cuts starting to flare up and make themselves known again, and she was only half way there. This was ridiculous! She was better than this, she knew that, it like that, that bastard had hurt her that badly, it wasn’t! She gritted her teeth and forced herself to keep moving, one foot in front of the other, her long strides speeding her towards the trees that seemed to be moving further away with each step she took. It didn’t matter though, she wasn’t going to stop, she wasn’t, not ‘til she’d reached them and that was that. By the time she finally managed it though she was exhausted, sweat matting her hair and dripping down the back of her neck, the last few tottering steps she’d taken seeming tortuously slow with the deep ache of her ribs and the slash across burning spitefully. She half collapsed against one of the trees, desperately breathing through her nose, not letting herself take the great gasps of air that she so wanted to for fear of doing more damage to herself. She brought the back of her hand up to wipe the sweat from her eyes, feeling the little shivers run through her legs as exhaustion threatened. It wasn’t supposed to be like this; she wasn’t supposed to be like this! She growled to herself as she forced herself to stand upright, placing her hands on her head to ease her breathing, slowly filling her lungs before letting the air back out again, holding herself steady, simply refusing to give in to herself. She was better than this, and she knew it too. |