He took the glass gracefully from the woman and looked at the liquid inside of it watching its viscosity and smelling its aroma. It was sweet smelling, he had never been a connoisseur of wine before now. Nor did he ever see himself being one of those high society types sipping at wine and debating politics. No; he wasn’t that kind of person. But he did like the thought of being around comfortable company; and these women were just that to him. He sipped the wine slowly and savored its sweet taste in his mouth. The wine was light and tasteful. There was a certain other aspects to the wine that he couldn’t quite understand. Maybe it was the aging of the wine with the vision water? He had remembered sipping on vision water and it was nothing like this. He nodded savoring the taste in his mouth.
“Well, I must say this is wonderful like everything else on the isle. Special in its very own way.” “Yes, that specific wine has been aged nearly a hundred years. Mixed and brewed to perfection.” Kriss then nodded.
“Everything on the isle is special and separate from everything else I have ever experienced.” He admitted openly.
Right about then he heard little soft patting on the ceiling. He thought nothing of it at first and decided to discard it and instead continue his conversation with these women. He was actually enjoying socializing with these Konti. They seemed innocent enough, but Ulvin seemed to have her own agenda…
“Here come with me.” Ulvin said as she then simply turned around and started walking down a hallway. The three other sisters simply giggled and then Kriss spoke next.
“Go ahead Serrif. She doesn’t bite…hard anyway. I have never heard anyone complain though.” And with that little bit of knowledge Serrif smiled and followed Ulvin. She made a turn and eventually they were out on a rather large balcony overlooking Mura’s Silver Lake. It was a beautiful sight to behold especially when it was sparkling under the moonlight. The stars reflected in the surface like a living breathing mirror. Ripples shot across the surface bowing and skewing the mirrors perfect glass surface gently. There Ulvin was leaning on the ivory and silver colored banister overlooking the lake. It was peaceful there with her, the wind tenderly caressing her hair billowing it about her fragile enticing frame. If he was a man of lesser moral standing he would take advantage of her. Tell her sweet words and seduce this woman. But instead he figured it was likely best to shove those wants off and enjoy her company.
“It’s a shame Serrif…” Ulvin started as she looked out over the lake waiting for Serrif to join her.
“How Ulvin with a view this beautiful can anything be so dreary?” He questioned as he then moved over to the balcony to the kale.
“Has everything ever reminded you of your past Serrif? Like a smell, a taste, a place anything…maybe a person?” She queried as she looked out over the lake as if she was expecting something wonderful to happen suddenly.
“I doubt there is much here that could remind me of my past Ulvin.” He laid a hand on her shoulder as if he knew already, as if he wanted to ask
‘Do I remind you of someone?’Ulvin sipped her wine and sighed as she composed herself slowly.
“Yes Serrif, my first lover.” His warm caring hand on her shoulder didn’t make controlling herself any easier.
“Tell me about him Ulvin if you want.” He knew sometimes talking through things made coping easier. And by the tone in her voice he knew that her lover was dead by now.
“He was a strong man, like you. His will was strong and he wanted to make a difference in the world. Like you he studied at the Opal Order and Rak’keli eventually graced him with a mark. But…he ventured abroad after our first child.”Serrif didn’t need to be told any more than that but he queried her onward to find out more about her first love.
“You were young then weren’t you?” “Yes, I missed him dearly. But he perished out there trying to help those that needed it. I searched for him for years until I learned the truth. My heart broke for him…and I think Lhex has again delivered him to me Serrif. I feel you are him…reincarnated.” She turned to look at him directly with hope shimmering in her eyes.
“I know your story Serrif. I have taken a great interest in you since I learned of your studies under Ildin intrigued me. I know this seems…forward of me. But I have to know if you are him…It is killing me to know Serrif.” She said as she put an arm around his back and wove her fingers with his hand.
“What do you need me to do Ulvin?” He asked as he looked to her wondering what she was doing.
“Dance with me right here Serrif.” She said sweetly as she started the dance. It was more of a test than anything it was something only her lover would’ve known. Maybe he would know it, maybe not but she needed to know if it was even possible.
Her actions puzzled him, but she did look familiar to him. That could be for any reason though. Most Konti women looked similar. He wove his fingers gently with hers His other hand wrapped around her back just like hers and he held her tight enough to where she could hear his heart beat. The dance started and at first he was just trying to evade her feet. But slowly he began to get the hang of it…and he knew he was never a dancer. This did feel familiar; or maybe he was just making things up in his mind because he wanted to make her happy. But with every passing second this felt more and more familiar to him with every step. She wasn’t even taking the lead here she was waiting to see what if anything he remembered. Nearly every movement was in line with what she remembered.
The sky gently opened up on them with a light shower, but he was focused on her the entire time. Every step felt like he had remembered it for so very long. But was this even possible? Did past lives go through a circular pattern again and again living similar lives to what they had been in the past? He shook it off and continued the dance as the sky wept on them. Almost as if to help set the mood for the two. The rain slowly got more and more violent as the two continued to dance.
Ulvin was light on her feet, was he her lover from long ago? Had he reincarnated and found his way back to her again if only for a night? How had she missed this? She could almost feel the tears of joy coming to her eyes as she continued to follow him. Every step was perfectly in line with what she remembered, and she could hear his heart beat in her ear. She could tell that he did know the dance that they had so long ago on this very same balcony, after this same ceremony honoring Bala. She pushed herself into his chest hugging him tight as his massive body sheltered her from most of the rain. Oh the memories came swimming back to her one by one. She closed her eyes, every memory sweet. She remembered how he would hold her at night when they laid together in her room. How he would dance with her spontaneously whenever he felt like it. And how he made all her sisters jealous with his devotion to healing and the Opal Order. And with these memories came how she found out about his death at the hand of slavers. But he was back now…dancing with her.
“Even with the rain you are beautiful Ulvin.” His mind formed the words almost as if he couldn’t stop them it was almost like he didn’t know what he was saying…it was an odd feeling.
With those simple words he swore Ulvin would erupt in tears, she looked up to him and smiled.
“You are him, I am sure of it now Serrif…just hold me Daskin…one last time hold me as your love. I have missed you.” She pleaded to him.
He didn’t need to nod or even say a word as he wrapped his arms around her and held her close to him as the rain poured down over them. He wasn’t sure if he was Daskin her former lover. But he did know that that dance and this woman…this place felt familiar to him. So much that he couldn’t ignore it completely. He could feel her body melt into him. His mind couldn’t even begin to imagine what having her lover come back to her could feel like. After all these years he never considered himself special but he knew that there were definitely things that he knew he couldn’t even begin to understand. Maybe he was this Daskin that Ulvin thought he was. It was possible, stranger things had happened in the past.
He could feel her body start to release all her pent up frustration and heart break. Ulvin began to slowly and quietly weep in his arms. Her legs grew weak as she began to remember how her Daskin had perished at the hand of slavers. They had tortured him for days until they had killed him to show the others who was really in charge.
“I….Serrif if you are anything like Daskin you have a very hard life ahead of you. Promise me love…promise me you will not let Rak’keli’s morality shadow your good judgment. Please don’t let them kill you again.” She pleaded as the memories came flooding back to her.
She had only heard the story from one of the slaves that had been there. It was a horrific tale of a man who tried to turn the wrath of slavers away from those they enslaved. But it didn’t work and instead got him tortured endlessly for days before they killed him. In a way she blamed Rak’keli for her lovers death. She was heart broken over the entire event. Daskin had believed so strongly in Rak’keli and in the end it didn’t secure him his life. But the stories she had heard of her lover were amazing. How much good he had done…he didn’t disserve the death he received.
“Promise me Serrif…” She said again determination settled in her eyes as she looked into his.
“I will not let fantasy get in the way of reality Ulvin.” Ulvin smiled and settled her head on his shoulder and wept with the rain as she thought about her Daskin. It had been so long since she had thought about him. Oh how she had missed him. And now he had returned to him; maybe in a different body but she was pretty sure this man was Daskin incarnate.
He gently embraced the weeping Konti there on the balcony. Something about the rain was soothing even among the chaos here. He knew there was almost nothing he could do but just simply be here to help her ease the suffering she was feeling. It had to be a long time since she had this kind of tension released. It was almost like through seeing him she knew her Daskin was ok now. That everything he had suffered was over now. He didn’t know this woman, but for some reason she felt familiar to him. But that could be for any reason really. He was around Konti all the time, but Ulvin seemed more familiar. Her presence seemed different than any of the other Konti.
“I’m sorry for your loss Ulvin…” But before he could finish she interrupted him.
“You don’t even know what this…what you mean for me Serrif. I…thought my Daskin was lost forever. I can’t expect you to understand this, but it is comforting to see you here. In a way it makes everything ok. He suffered more than most and gave himself away out there in the world; and it was the end of him. Please, don’t make his mistakes.” “I will do my best not to.” “Thank you Serrif for the dance….for everything. I needed it.” “I know.”