Day 14 of Spring, 510 AV
Dawn broke over the desert sands, and this morning, as with every morning since she was ten, Nahali was there to greet it.
In the shadow of a stony outcropping, Nahali squatted on the cool sand and turned her face toward the horizon. Aside from the sound of her own breathing, a deep silence reigned over the desert. Surveying the expanse of sand and rock around her, still veiled in grey shadows cast by the departing night, Nahali felt a sense of peace and belonging. I am a desert woman, she thought, and this is my home.
There was no delicacy in the desert, no sense of ethereal beauty in the immense dunes that loomed like mountains or the scrawny fauna that scrabbled for life and water upon its arid surface. No one, save perhaps a sun-stricken madman, could hear sweet music in the harsh, swirling winds that could all too easily transform into a skin-scouring Hika-Zulrav or cyclone. Yet, sometimes there were moments where the desert's bleak vastness possessed a glory and wonder that made Nahali believe, just for an instant, that she could feel the presence of Yahal and understand why he had led their people here centuries ago. Among those moments was the break of day, which to Nahali always seemed like a celebration of another day of continued life amid the hardships of Eyktol.
High above the outcropping, faint but radiant fingers of light reached out from the darkness and lifted the veil of shadows from both desert and sky. Nahali caught her breath. Slowly, ever so slowly, the sky lightened from sightless black to a bruised purple to finally a clear, rich blue. Crimson embers smoldered upon the horizon, crowned with golden flames. The air around her grew warmer, the nighttime chill giving way to a whisper of heat. Nahali absently loosened her mantle around her shoulders, her eyes still fixed skyward.
As the flames burned, illuminating the sky, the crimson embers piled higher and higher at the horizon. The desert sands turned red as blood in their glow. Nahali lifted a hand to shade her eyes, unable to look away from the magnificent heavenly conflagration.
At last, with majestic deliberation, the very heart of the fire arose: a sphere of blinding golden light, so intense that she had to look away. It shimmered white-hot at its center and the brightness that it shed spread to every corner of the desert, turning its sands into glittering silver and gold. Later, the sun would beat relentlessly down on Nahali's back as her flock roamed in search of water and sustenance; its heat would suck the breath from her lungs and parch her lips and throat to dryness. But for now, she could not help but feel drawn to that circle of dazzling light, the giver of warmth and life whose emergence made everything beautiful in her sight. She felt a tear escape from the corner of her eye and knew it for a tear of joy, even as she silently reproached herself for the waste of water.
Watching the sun rise above the horizon to illuminate the world, Nahali felt her voice rising of its own volition from her throat. Before such glory, she could not help but give thanks. This was how she prayed, alone in the silence of the desert, a single soul humbled by the grandeur of nature and the goodness of Yahal, who watched over his children as the sun watched over her.
"Darkness is flown and light fills my heart," she sang. Low and resonant, her voice somehow did not disturb the silence of the desert, but transmuted it into a reverent hush.
"Darkness is flown and light fills my heart
I offer thanks to You, most Holy One
For You have restored my spirit within me
You have renewed the land and the morning sun
"Great is Your faithfulness and compassion
Into Your hand I entrust my spirit
Though danger and death be all around me
With You to guide me, I shall not fear it
"You are my strength and my glory
You shelter my spirit and shield it from foes
You are with me, when I sleep
Where You lead, I shall ever go."
The song finished, the sun risen, Nahali too rose from her position in the sand, feeling cleansed and invigorated. Putting the sun to her back, she left the shelter of the outcropping and began walking back to the encampment, where she would waken her faithful sheepdog, Abir, and gather her flock of goats. They would have a long trek today to find edible desert scrub for the goats to consume. She smiled as she walked. It was the beginning of another day of making a living in the desert.