Timestamp to be set by Eri. The hair on the back of Canali's neck was standing on end. Feet slapped silently against the ground behind her. It may have been the middle of the day, but Canali felt as though the world was dark. A strange sense of foreboding had covered her like a blanket. Canali wished for her backpack but it was back at camp. She felt slightly naked without it. Anything necessary at nearly any time was in it. There was little comfort in the knife strapped to her thigh. How could a simple blade keep her safe against the monsters called people? Canali had been on her way back to the Crimson Edge Camp from town after trying to re-accustom herself to Sunberth's brutality. Mura had been such a peaceful place. Pacifistic and calm while Sunberth was murderous and chaotic. Mura had Canali's heart, Nasib. Sunberth did not. A sad sigh slid through Canali's lips before she could stop it. After realizing her mistake, she tried to blend it with the mad rush of people. Immediately, she was swamped and overwhelmed. Others were pushing and mean, often spitting curse words at her as she fumbled through their grace. Canali was shoved once and stumbled, only caught by very masculine hand. A hand that had a death grip on her upper arm. Gritting her teeth to keep from crying out, Canali stumbled after him in the direction he pulled. The fingernails she spotted were yellow and cracked; overgrown and gross. She had seen these hands before. Thud, thud, went her heart before skipping a beat. The breath in her lungs caught and held, threatening to strangle her. Too late she realized he was heading for the nearest alley. Even if she screamed, no one would come running to her rescue. The breath whooshed from her lungs as she was shoved mercilessly against the hard wall. To keep from scratching the man's eyes out, Canali buried her nails into the boards behind her. Subconsciously, she was aware of the splinters sliding into her fingertips. Grey eyes hardened to cold ice as Canali saw the man's face. A savage sense of exasperation arched through her. The man had changed from clean shaven to grisly and unkempt. Stubble coated his jaw. His hair was longer; no longer short and fuzzy. Greasier and nearly past his ears. The man's body aged well. Barely any fat covered his bones, but that could have been from the lack of food. It was the man's eyes that scared Canali. They were hungry and not for food. A feral smile slid across his lips. "Why, darling, I see you recognize me." One hand arced upwards to smack against her cheek and grab a harsh handful of her dark hair. Calmly, the man jerked her head up to meet his eyes. "I told you, before I left, that I would be back again. What did you do? You ran. Hon, I could have given you the best time. You were one of the best for me. So tight…" A low groan slid from his lips as he remembered. Shoving her back against the wall with the other strong hand, the man pulled Canali's head sharply to the side, exposing her neck. Bending down, he placed biting, disgusting, kisses against the flesh; hesitated over her racing pulse. The man's body was pressed against her own, the bulge in his pants rubbing against her, promising of dark horrors. "I told you I would be back," he growled, using a calloused hand to grip the tender skin of her breast. Squeezed savagely. A whimper escaped Canali's lips in pain. She seemed frozen to the spot. Unable to fight back against her attacker; against the man who had raped her seven years ago. Hot tears gathered in her eyes. Canali's mind took her away from the situation to protect her, as it had done when Antar had gotten too close after over-giving with the auristics. Idly, she was aware of the man saying more words. Something about whether or not she was even more of a whore now. He didn't seem to realize Canali had never sold her body. The man didn't seem to realize he had taken her virginity a horrible way that night, or that she had trusted few men after that. He didn't know she had refused to speak to anyone for weeks on end. Nearly starved herself from being sick over worry of whether or not she was pregnant. In the end, it turned out she was not. The sky was blue this day. How could the sky be blue when Canali kept seeing the red blood on the sheets after he left? Would the Gods be so cruel? |