There was silence in the camp for a long time. A time which seemed to stretch on forever between them, to thicken the air. Finally, however, unable to stand it any longer, Aello broke the silence. "Do you want to mention what she used to do?" The ghost shook their head. "That's understandable. You don't have to say a thing. You simply have to know that there's a way out. That you don't have to be afraid. There's a way for you to be safe... forever."
The ghost seemed to perk up, by lifting Aello's form a little higher. Straightening her back a bit. "Really? How?" she asked, her voice stronger, and obviously excited. This seemed to be the most joyous Aello had ever heard her be.
"By moving on," Aello explained. That caused their shared body to shrink a little back. For her shoulders to roll forward, as her back formed a crescent moon. "But not in the fashion you think. You don't have to forget. You don't simply have to push past whatever hostilities you have towards your mother. Or, whoever that was. Although, I'm pretty sure..." Aello sighed, forcing herself to quit rambling. "The point is, that you don't have to forget, but you have to move on. You have to return to the cycle of life and death, for now you are stuck in the realm in-between." Aello paused. "All you need to do is return to it in order to be safe. In order to be free."
"But I'm scared," the girl whined.
"I know," Aello replied. "But you won't be when you move on. It's what you want, isn't it? To keep going? To be in a place where she can't hurt you anymore?"
"How do you know?" the girl hollered. "You're not dead! You can't know for sure. You're probably just lying so I'll go away!"
Aello imagined her pouting, crossing her arms over her chest as she clutched her teddy bear all the more tightly. "No, I'm not, and I don't know for sure. But I do know, that if she isn't dead, she can't follow you there. So you will be safe from her." Aello paused, considering her words. "I know, because I have met her myself, that the lady of death, Dira, will look after you. Shepherd you through the next realm. Guide you."
"You have?" she asked. Aello simply nodded. "And she's nice?"
Aello chuckled. "In her way. I know she will look after you. You just, have to let go."
"How?" the ghost asked.
"I am not precisely sure. But... you shall know once you step back out into the open. When you release your pain, and the things that bind you," Aello commented.
"But I don't want to. You can keep me safe in here," the ghost stammered. Aello imagined her curling into her chest. Wrapping her arms around her, refusing to let go, she shook her head lightly.
"That is not something I can do little one. For eventually, I shall have to move on, into the next phase of life and death," Aello explained. "Everybody dies little one, it's only a matter of time before I do too."
The spiritist could hear the girl crying, "but I'm scared!"
"I know," Aello replied. "But hiding in there for as long as you would like, an eternity even, isn't going to help." Slowly, Aello closed her eyes, she imagined herself facing the ghost. Imagined how she looked, clutching her bear. She reached for her free hand, allowing the ghost to take it, before she gave her a tug. Almost within an instant, the ghost was expelled from her. Aello could feel the rush of air, a cool gust leaving, as warm air replaced it. As the heat of the fire sank back into her bones.
When the air had settled, allowing the ends of her long brown hair to rest against her flesh once more, Aello opened her eyes. She was staring at the ghost, who was hovering inside the confines of her dwindling flame. She could see its orange glow, the smoke, swirling alongside the girl's soulmist. Licking it.
"Just close your eyes little one, and let go," Aello instructed. "Know that you are going somewhere safe. That my goddess will look after you, and welcome you with open arms." Aello paused, "if it helps, tell her that you have been guided to her by a friend. By a girl known as Aello. She will know me. Remember me. She will know how much you need to be looked after. She will help you, if not for me, but for you. Because it's the right thing to do."
"Ok," the ghost whispered as she closed her eyes.
"Just let go. Think of how happy you will be when you've moved on, when you are safe," Aello chided. The ghost glided backwards, across the fire. Through it. The flames curling against her form violently, as she tilted her head back. As she forced herself to imagine the possibilities.
For a long time, nothing happened. But finally, after a few chimes, the girl became enveloped in a bright golden light. Something which matched the brilliance of Syna's sun. The light sparkled, like Zintila's silver stars in the darkest of night skies. Aello simply smiled, as she averted her gaze. She knew it was happening. She knew that the girl was letting go, and moving on. Returning to the cycle. Venturing off to Dira's realm.
As suddenly as the burst of light had come, it faded. The fire sizzled around where she had once been. Instantly, Aello stood and grabbed her things. She opened her bag, rummaging through it with her hand until she found her full waterskin. She opened the lid, and tipped it over. Watching the waterfall of clear, cool water she had produced sliding down towards the fire. She heard the splash a few seconds later, as the water made contact with the blackened sticks. She heard a hiss, as the fire sizzled out. As the flames were engulfed by its one true enemy.
Thick grey smoke spiraled into the air all around her, as she closed the lid. Aello watched it rise. She stood, as her nostrils flared, and her eyes stung. As they started to water with the smoke's presence. She watched it until it thinned, and she had put her skin away. She watched it until it had dispersed completely, and become one with the cool forest air. As it was swept away on the breeze. Then she moved, stealthily through the forest.
Aello had to keep on running. |