Spring 37, 507 AV
"We stand on different precipices, staring into abysses too large for our minds to comprehend. Sometimes they are our own lives, sometimes the lives of others, more oft than not we decide to step away from these shadowy unknowns. We cannot bring ourselves to be cast into that most potent darkness, to hope beyond wonder that the bottom will meet us gently, that we will be the better for it. I have lived my life in the pursuit of knowledge, stories, purpose. We all tread those paths but I do so on a narrower ledge than others. I have the past to think of, the family I abandoned to Vayt and the curse he has left me with. Now I bleed his poison, and I have no means of stopping it. Do I dash my body against the stones? Do I rid the world of my corruptive influence? I find myself at a crossroads, always staring over these ledges and considering the drop. One day I may do so.
But death is too simple. Death is too permanent. I achieve nothing.
I will jump one of these days, but I will not hit the ground.
I will fly."
-Wrenmae Sek
Finishing the last symbol, Wrenmae laid the page out to dry. He sat on the edge of a roof now, the fading of twilight taking the streets and shifting the shadows like water. He loved the starlight up here, the fresh air, the birds that flew so free of woes and worry. Lifting his arms, Wrenmae imagined what it would be like to follow them, to spread his wings and leap from here...begone from here. Opening his arms he pulled, tugged at the tiny trickle of Djed in his arms. Feathers sprung against his skin, pushing out and together in black lustrous formations. Tearing hi shirt from his back he stood at the precipice and held out his arms, covered in the tiny and soon full length feathers that swaddled his shoulders and hands. The wind rushed by him, Zulrav's breath, the freedom of the sky and sea and earth. But he was bound here, letting his arms drop and shift back to skin once more, feathers to skin and skin just skin again.
It did not good to wish, to hope, and to fear. He had to grasp his own will and take flight with it. He had to for those he'd left behind.
Of course, it wasn't literal flight he was thinking of.
The thought and wind tipped him forward, a sudden miscalculation of balance and he was falling. Grasping out wildly, swallowing his panic in a startled yelp, Wrenmae landed on a tarp over a closed store and tore through it, hitting the side of a cart with a thump and rolling sideways. Unable to stop, agonizing pain, he bounced down the stairs...a staircase he'd never given though to before. It was a tumbling journey, ending in a resounding stop at the foot of the stairs. The darkness was nearly absolute, save for torches glowing ahead, set intermittantly on the walls. They guttered, greeting the new arrival.
Wrenmae groaned, blood seeping from a gash on his forehead. His arm felt twisted, but he staggered to his feet.
What was this place?
Buildings crowded each other in close proximity, creating choked alleyways devoid of life. It was quiet here, deadly silent, and the storyteller almost ran back up the stairs. But curiosity drew him onward, caught his chin by a smoky hand and led him into the Undercity of Alvadas. This place...it exuded mystery, story...
He could not bring himself to leave.
Not without knowing.
But the farther he went, the more turns he took, the less sure he was that he had stepped in here at all, that he had fallen.
There was no way back.
Only forward...and the alleys ever twisted, ever wound, ever drew forward.