Time Stamp: 2 Winter, sometime after mid-day It was a dark place, that’s what I remember most of it. My hands were bound again, my wrists burned in an agony that reached deeper than the brush burns on my skin. I thought I had finally… Syna, have you forsaken me…? She was brought from her cell into a wide room, dark and moist, it could have been anywhere in the city, out of it, who knew… She was snagged at the door, her hands unbound and the sack cloth bag removed. They pushed her in. It was dimly lit. The large door behind her was slammed shut. She twitched at the noise, the slammed door, an angry aggressor… She had just… She moved away from the door to the corner and curled up, weeping. The sense of entrapment was too much. She had been broken, offered opportunity after having waited so long and now had it stripped away again. She remembered what they said about her freedom, in the blood pits, that’s where she’d earn it. You need to fight for the things you want - the things you need, the things you love… She took a while to stabilize. A guard was at the door looking at her. She was a pathetic mess. But no longer would she have that luxury. He went over to a rack and picked up a short sword. He turned on his heel and headed back for the door, but before he left he took the blade in his hand like so, with the hilt facing upward. He flipped the blade upright, make a few slashes in the air, and finished off with a thrust. While less than expert in skill, it was still something impressive. The man threw the sword at the ground between them and walked out. The door slammed behind him. She looked to the door, and then the sword. She ran over to the blade quickly and snatched it up, preparing herself for what might come back through that door. She was ready to fight for her life, in whatever forsaken pit they put her in. The thought thundered in her head. Come on. Come on! Come get me! Come on! End it! End it!! What is this? I…I… Just… The anticipation was poisonous to her delicate form. She had not noticed that she could keep time that way. It was day. She looked down at the delicate craft. Her arms were shaking. It was wooden, the whole bloody thing. Its fine edges were but a façade in the dark. She cursed it, this whole situation, the damnable world. What have I done to deserve this?! It would be a matter of minutes before she realized she was not in the pits. She was training. They even told her, but where was her mind now? Or at least she should be training. With a wooden sword? The weight was wrong, the speed, all of it. Maybe she wasn’t ready. I’d kill them… She couldn’t, not even with the real deal. her mind was racing, her heart pounding to the beat of madness. The jungles of Falyndar, echoing calls and drums, purging… Where am I…? Her thoughts – Syna… Syna!? – her mind… The room stopped spinning soon enough. She stood in the room, a few meters from the door with the wooden sword in her hand. It was identified as a short sword, standard design, nothing overly complex, though the craft was certainly meant to mimic the true blade it modeled. It might have been weighted, but she’d never know. She went back to the rack and replaced it as she looked over the entire set of carved weapons. Some of them had other components, it was necessary for their proper use of course. She browsed the set a while…plenty of knives and daggers alike. There were several swords, some bows and wooden arrows with larger than life tips to compensate for weight, most likely. There were other blades with twins too. They seemed appealing, but she couldn’t imagine what it’d be like to manage two. Some pole arms were on another nearby rack. The collection was impressive, to say the least, She took her attention to the far off rack. The pole arms all seemed to need a good coordination of both hands, for sure, and plenty of space to work with. Her hands hovered over the shafts. Some of them were worn or ready to splinter, she felt the coarse wood… She’d be in a pit fighting, none of these would suit her purpose. She looked back at the bows as well; she’d be in close quarters. Staring at the replica of a long bow she could tell, there was something about it: that as much as she’d like to use it, now was not the time. She made her way all the way back to the end and saw the daggers and swords again. When it came to the topic of being comfortably close enough, she wanted a sword. She took up the blade she had put back. The man who tossed it before had made a wise choice of character, it seemed. He grinned behind the door, peeking at her progress. She took it to the center of the room and tried to get a feel for it. She held her life in her hands. |