Winter 29, 511 AV Yve was sitting on a bench at the edge of the garden. Her face was pinched in disappointment as she looked out at the little sea of stones in front of her. She leaned forward, elbows on her knees, and blew a loose lock of hair out of her face. She had scoured most of the city all day, studying as many people as possible, hoping to feel... something. But every time, there was nothing. She was excited at being in the city for the first time, but that excitement was wearing off. She was glad for her new things though. She'd put on her new pants a while ago, and was fiddling with the hilt of her knife absently as she thought. She knew she'd know when she had found That Person. It would feel like when she had been home, with her old family. Warm and complete. Even though she'd only been in the city for about a day, she was beginning to feel certain that this was not the place for her to find That Person. It was only afternoon though, and she was no seer. Yve decided she would stay in the garden until sunset, then go looking in the streets again until nightfall. If by then she hadn't found what she was looking for, she would set out and travel through the night. She'd decided she would return to the wildlands for a while. It had been nearly a year since she'd been to the beautiful, familiar region of her childhood. It was starting to feel like the time to go back. Yve slid her knife into her waistband at her hip. She rested her chin in her hand and watched the few people walking through the garden, noting with annoyance that she didn't feel the twinge she was so hungry for. Her eyes swept across the beautiful stones lining the ground, back and forth until her eyes glazed over, her mind starting to wander outside the city walls to far off places. She thought of random things; rabbits one second, then the different trees she'd slept in, and so on. Her eyes closed and she sat there, daydreaming about anything and everything, waiting semi-patiently for the evening. |