Spring 2nd – Pig’s Foot Tavern
Zandelia’s day had started with the thing that all mentally abused, long suffering and emotionally wrecked people chose to begin the day with – alcohol. It was always a terrible affair when one went through harrowing experiences in one’s life, however Zandelia’s life up until the present moment had seemed to be strewn with the very lowest feces that the human race could provide, with the odd portion of alternative species thrown into the melting pot too. Over the last year alone she could count on two hands the number of true misfortunes and shattered hopes she held claim to. It was in this manner that she sat, propped up by her left hand lest she slam her already bruised face into the table in front of her, and ruminated upon her life. It was barely noon and she had eaten little and drank a forgotten number of silt-laden beverages. She could not even bring herself to complain about the quality further, mumbling to herself as other patrons steered well clear of her corner of the establishment.
Never thought it would come to this, sat down and drunk as a skunk like the refuse I always despised. How the world turns…. she thought to herself morosely, her depression all but palpable.
“Before...it crushes you underneath its wheel” she grumbled to herself as she imbibed yet another sip, her vision beginning to swim slightly as her mug clattered onto the table top.
She could not fathom how it had all become unraveled. She had had plans, formations of indelible character and hopes – so many hopes. She suspected it were those which had led to her fall from grace. She had met a woman, a warrior of some repute, a beautiful battle maiden. For one day she had felt a rush not experienced in years, and it had been taken away just as quickly. Her chance had left, allowed to go on some quest of import to her heart. She had accepted it as first but the more she thought on it the more foolish her decision seemed to be. The woman had needed space to be sure, Revy Hiroe the emotional recluse, and she had left to gain it. It was not Revy’s fault she knew, however in her current state Zandelia could not rationalize that thought. Her self-pity would not allow her to, sad as it was.
“No one ever says how much space they need do they?” she asked herself drunkenly, “but it always seems to be the same width, depth and breadth as you” she finished as the rest of the brownish contents entered her mouth and slipped down her throat.
She called for more as she sat, her stained Shadowsilk Robes rippling with her over-exaggerated movements, and the head of the tavern sauntered over to her – flagon noticeably not in his hand. He was licking his lips too, his moods clearly not improved by the fact that Zandelia was absently twirling one of her tonfa in her free hand when it was not upon her clay cup. It was a dull blur, moving more from learned instinct and muscle memory than conscious thought. She could not really hear his words but she knew he was telling her she had more than enough and that it was perhaps time to sleep, eat or leave. Preferably the latter she knew he meant. She did not look at him but merely pulled him closer to her level by his jerkin so he could hear the stone in her voice. It was not like her and surprised him, she was a local after all.
“Get me another petching flagon to drown out the memory of the other day or I will be forced to put my weapons to use. I would probably lose, but not before I redecorate some of this room. So what’s it going to be? One more flagon? Or a fight?” she hissed at him, her gaze not leaving the middle distance.
He shook his head and walked away, signalling the barmaid to bring her another flagon and taking some coins from the pile Zandelia had strewn across the table in front of her. Her mug was filled and her anger once more turned to sadness in a flash. It did not help she had been through tortuous circumstance thrice in as many seasons. Father’s book and her quest to follow his footsteps – she had failed. The night in the mist – she had been broken. Her destroyed eye – it was still useless and her beauty mockingly put to shame by the sensual Konti.
Her only spark of possible joy included the vain hope her woman would return and the fact that Mok, an old friend, had offered her a position within the Crimson Edge proper should she be deemed capable enough. She was sure she would be turned away by whatever leader they possessed and she had not met, however, and so she held little hope for success.
Who would find a washout like me to be interesting and useful? she asked herself as the drink continued to flow mightily.