35 Winter 511 A.V. – Northern Wastes; late morning The coming days had been a challenge on Tiki. So many things were just whirling past him, and he struggled to keep up. The work, the people - those people - it was becoming overwhelming. Sensations danced across the land, fey and sprites of the mist and sound leaping the horizon in mystifying displays that made his head spin. The fog, the winter air, and the wind all played tricks on his mind. Yet, it was not enough to detour him or the others within the Frostfawn Hold. The hunt never stopped, especially when it was done in the name of those whom you loved, who you sought to protect. Tiki had done something equally foolish and brave by daring into the wastes as cat with his furs alone. Pray he did for his paws to keep dry and warm under the fur, and the pad still fatty else it would shatter as ice. It was still less than pleasant, but bearable in comparison to those Vantha who had no fur of their own skin to cover them. He felt natural and ready; there was no bag to slow him, nor possessions to keep his mind on. It was safe at the Warrens, and he knew that for fact. He had gone deeper into the wood searching rapidly for something, the rush perhaps. He was seeking that moment, that call in life, that sign of inspiration that would send him off with good wishes and high regard for the rest of his life. He had been searching for that for the longest time, and sought specifically the highest mount in the world to oversee itself and judge from there, naively. Skynarta was a continental distance from him at this very moment, and the Wind Eagles flew with no care of him. He was searching for himself, vigorously, but was it enough? The search for his inner…feline, you might say, started off the same every day he was able. He had been so used to this routine by now he was a blind master; a master in his art of the kill, for small prey of course, but blind to what he was telling himself, how his body felt and maneuvered across the land. He was a predator, a killer, a patriarch of the wild, and he needed to assert himself appropriately. Each time he turned back his withdrawal set in, and the next morning he’d start again. It was a tiring process, especially as the days grew longer, the morning shorter, and his time more limited. He wanted escape. From what? No one knew. Morwen would have answers if he could track her down in time. If she’d see him even… What room did she have in her busy schedule to hear the pleadings of a simple kelvic like him. Kelvic, that’s what he reflected on most of all. It was hardly a compliment from beast or animal. He saw how some were treated. Faint glimpses, perhaps, but he knew he didn’t belong to their world, and the more he thought of it the more he reveled in the thought of leaving and finding his own realm. It was hardly worth his effort anymore, which was sad, that he could bring himself upon the tiny ones and make prey of their morsel hides. They sustained him. The hare he overtook squealed and died as he bit into the back. He had cornered it – the scent was overwhelming when they burrowed into their winter holes packed in with their grasses dried for these cold times – and sprung. Something in the distance. His maw rose from the corpse dripping red. His vague sense of paranoia grew on him as of late. He was unblinking. He took his meal and began east up the hill. |