The woman looked intensely startled and uneasy. Her eyes were wide, her mouth slightly agape as she took his words in. He spoke in what she would call was riddles, which was not uncommon for seers. But much of what he said also made sense... and it amazed her how heavily his words were laced with the truth. He easily observed and spoke of what she truly could not yet admit to herself.
'...It is true... maybe I am afraid of what I truly need to do because it will take me much further from the white Isle. This is why I cannot truly understand what it means, because I will not face the truth on my own.'
The woman watched as he worked with the bones. This was one fortune telling material that she had no idea about, and maybe she could pick up a thing or two. She listened to his words. The woman took every word of his in. Her eyes stared at him intently, showcasing the seriousness with which she regarded this situation. As he spoke of how he used the bones to discern the answer to one's question, she found herself very interested of what he had to say. Sixty-four words of wisdom... that was a lot. She couldn't help but giggle when he spoke about creating the appropriate mystical effect. Nira'lia had never seen such a transparent fortune teller, and with that, she somehow felt comforted. Hopefully, she could use this knowledge to hone her own skill in fortune telling as well. After listening to him speak, and after listening to his opinions, she knew he was a man with much wisdom.
Nira'lia gasped when the man suddenly reached forward and touched her hand. She was always wary of physical contact, and she felt relieved to see that he wore gloves that prevented her skin to touch his. She was a Konti, and like all Kontis, she had a gift -- and her gift came about when she touched another's skin. She was albeit curious as she eyed this man before her though. She wondered, what would be the most precious memory that this man held? However, this was neither the time nor place to pry into someone else's memory and emotions, and she knew that.
"I... well, that..." she was a loss in words as she realized that the oracle of which he spoke was once again a riddle. Nira'lia felt intensely dim and was embarrassed because of that. Riddles about one's fortune were not new to her, yet she still didn't know how to discern them. Discernment was one of the skills that she lacked when it came to fortune telling, though her mother always did tell her -- it is the person who asks who should interpret the words. That was also what Anselm had just told her.
"Strength, submission, tranquility..." she repeated under her breath, her mind hard at work. Nira'lia remembered his previous words and tried to put them together to the best of her ability. She was fearful of facing the truth of her fate, and this caused her unease.
She knew there was no possible way she could ignore her call, if it was indeed her call. The strength of the pull would be too much to bear. She also heard that when a Konti answers their call, they feel nothing but peace of mind. But for her... it would mean going further and further from her dream, which was to go to Mura.
"Would those words mean... facing my fate with strength and submission would bring me tranquillity?" she asked with a calm smile as she tried to suppress all the confusion and the frustration in her. Nira'lia didn't know why she was asking him -- the message seemed pretty clear to her, but then she thought maybe she had it wrong. "That would make much sense. I didn't think about it before, but that makes a lot of sense."
She didn’t know why, but she continued in her rambling --
”What about you, Sir Anselm? What would you do if you were torn between what you’re supposed to do and what you want to do? But maybe you would not understand, maybe you have never been in my place... and I don’t even know why I am asking you.”
If only what she needed to do and what she wanted to do were the same thing, then that would be easier. Nira’lia sighed. Her thoughts were a disgrace to Avalis, and in her mind, she apologized over and over again to her Goddess. She had even blurted out her arrogance to this seer, as if he could say something to comfort her, even thought he might as well just spit on her naivety and send her away.
Nira’lia bowed her head slightly, apologizing to the Nuit. ”I am sorry... you have been of much help. I should be on my way.”