Relea listened to Ximal's story, trying to piece together why such man would be here. To set things right? He must have been crazy, there was nothing anyone would be able to do to change Sunberth. People have tried in the past, to govern it, sort of. It never worked for them, and this boy didn't even seem to have the power of speech.
She was astonished, though, that he cared so much about her background, what did it matter to a practical stranger. Relea wasn't that interesting of a person, was she? She lowered her head. She shouldn't be making a bond like this with someone so different then her. Surely it wouldn't work. What would this boy do next time she was told to kill someone? What if she was told to kill him? She would do it, she realized, after a few seconds of thought, and that's not something to build a bond on.
"Do you really think, that you'll be able to change this city, Ximal? After the years that it's been like this? Its not an accomplishable task."
Relea looked over at the boy, pronouncing his stuttering problem. It was cute in a way, Relea noticed, her ideals from years ago kicking back in. However it was also annoying. Relea knew she wasn't beautiful, she never really cared. Hard to be beautiful when your putting a knife in someones back, yet, did this boy think so? What did it matter.
Push him, get it over with now.
She looked back at the boy, starting to ignore her evil conscience easier. He really did seem to have a calming effect on her. Though, so did the weightlessness of being in her spot. She looked back up at the changing skyline. Still so beautiful.
"There's something different here. Like, down below, death and destruction reigns, yet, here.." Relea trailed off, letting herself slip into a dreamstate. She knew she had to get going back to the city soon. She would eventually have to find someone to 'help out' in some way or another. But she just didn't want to leave right now. Just a few minutes longer she would stay.
Her mind kicked herself back to the presant, realizing that she hadn't yet told Ximal about her history. Maybe she shouldn't, but right now, she figured if she was going to let this guy cure her illness somehow, then she was going to have to open up to him, even if just barely.
"I'm here in Sunberth, because I'm.. well, I'm not really a good person Ximal. I've seen things and done things.." Relea stopped midsentence, her mind flashing back to some of the killing blows, her body pumping, the thrill setting a off a firebomb in her head. "Well, lets just say I try to forget. I used to live in Sylira. A long, long time ago. But you see, I base my life on money. Money is the key to anything. Ximal, I won't stop at anything, for a handsome fee."
Relea realized that her body had tightened, she was gripping hard at the branches she was holding on to. She let herself relax, and hoped she wouldn't scare off the boy. Her past was not one to be proud of, but Relea would not be ashamed either. |
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