It was difficult to keep looking Elhaym in the eye as she told her story. Laszlo listened solemnly, mostly watching her feet until she mentioned her sword. That long, silent weapon had been her salvation, a metal, inanimate savior, allowing her to cut her way out of death's choking grasp. Laszlo had no doubt, if it were him experiencing the madness she described, that no sword would have instilled him with courage like she had. He certainly would have died then, a casualty like all the others falling around her. The city was so lovely and often serene. It was difficult to imagine the insanity that must have taken place here during the Storm. Had Alvadas experienced as much of a bloodbath? Or did it just plunge Ionu's corner of the world deeper into a horrifying unreality? Seven, Ifran, and Shai… were they all still alive? There was a pause, and then she followed her story with a piece of instruction. Laszlo met the gaze of her single eye in comprehension, then observed the way she held the sword's sheath at her hip. Obediently complying, Laszlo tucked the scabbard snugly into his own belt, so that it would sit upon his left hip. The blade chittered and rattled against his sheath as he arranged it so it would hang almost horizontally next to him. It did seem a little unusual at first, but this weapon was thinner and lighter-looking than the heavy longswords Laszlo had occasionally seen carried by Syliran guards and traveling bladesmen. The weapon was curved, with only one sharpened edge that faced the sky as it hung sheathed; certainly it operated differently than a broad, straight blade. Thinking back, he did recall that the Shinya guards he'd seen here wore their weapons this way. Although he could feel the weight of this sword pulling at his hip, there was almost a sense of security about it. With one hand upon the scabbard, and the other resting on the weapon's hilt, Laszlo thought he could almost remember standing this way before. Like so many new experiences the Ethaefal had, this one had a pang of ancient familiarity that he could not identify. He could only presume this meant that, some unknown amount of time ago, Laszlo had held a sword this way in a previous life. It would make sense for the shadows of forgotten memories to be stirred, if Elhaym's story was deeply considered. If he were once a swordsman, this weapon would have been closer to him than a lover. Laszlo's thumb brushed the sword's handguard as he watched her draw the blade. What started as careful and practiced became sudden and frightening. He could hear the blade cut through the thick, chilling air, and he thought he could almost feel a flush of wind that came off its swift, shining steel. Elhaym did not hold the weapon like an instrument of killing, but as if it were a piece of herself, a living thing. She became a different person, contemplative and respectful, somehow even more at peace. Perhaps it was forced, or perhaps it was deep gratitude; 'Lioness' was the reason she was still standing. Then it was his turn. There was no possible way Laszlo could wield a sword like Elhaym. Some part of him still felt wrong for holding an artifact meant for her ancestor, 'Tragedy'. He had been certain that the Acolyte had loathed him, or feared him, but she was giving him an heirloom. Did it mean nothing to her? Did she just have a collection of these lying around? Or, it might have been part of her foreign honor code. The Lhavitians were still an alien culture to Laszlo. Although, there was the off-chance that Elhaym actually fancied him, and that she was just more comfortable showing her affection with her fists. A bit like a schoolyard romance between children. Gods forbid that were the case. Mimicking Elhaym's first movement, he pushed the sword from its sheath with his thumb. Grasping the hilt, he slowly drew the blade into the open, gleaming too brightly against the black of its scabbard and the dark tones of the wet stone style beneath his feet. He did not attempt the same quick flourish that Elhaym had performed. Despite its vague familiarity, the weapon was too much of a mystery to him, a symbol of death and violence rather than graceful savior (that could somehow have a gender connotation). The sword was freed, and Laszlo watched reflections slide across the smooth mirror surface of the blade as he lifted the blade into the air. It reminded him of Siofra's dagger. That weapon had a story, but he had not kept it. It sank beneath the waves along with her body when Laszlo brought her to the Suvan Sea to rest. Victor's dagger had been briefly in Laszlo's possession, another weapon that had taken life. He scarcely held it, and never with the intention to harm anyone. This wasn't a dagger. It exuded so much more power than that small, mundane weapon. And yet, there was something more decent and honest about it. A sword was conspicuous. A dagger was a criminal's tool. "I feel like this is the realization of a young boy's dream," Laszlo remarked softly, grasping the hilt between both hands as Elhaym instructed. Its weight felt surprisingly easy in his hands, with his left near the pommel and his right controlling the sword's angle. "If I'd had a childhood, I imagine that I'd have been doing this with sticks and swatches. I almost want to remember the times I did, but…" Laszlo looked back at Elhaym. Despite her relatively solid build, she looked so much smaller than him. She was certainly a woman, he thought to himself, if he'd ever doubted it before. It was a little emasculating to think that even if she was a pitiful swordsman, he was still outmatched. He lowered the sword, but still held it fast with both hands. "Your being a woman has nothing to do with you being transparent, you know. Seven was more volatile than you, though he was less violent." Easier to manipulate, too. "I've been prone to… outbursts. I've done things I'm not proud of. Honestly, I don't claim to have any more control over myself than you. My life has barely even begun, and it's already falling apart. Two years ago I had nothing and I didn't care. Now I feel like I'm losing everything." He swallowed, returning his attention to the sword. "I could help you, if you wanted. I couldn't possibly counsel you or give you advice, but Hypnotism could help calm you, or help you remember things you've lost—or forget them." |