The Sailor and the Child Summer 67 498 AV The boy sat wheezing at the window, eyes wide. Happy wheezes, his Da called it. He had been leaping and bounding round their rather limited lodgings since his father had informed him of their imminent excursion. Excursion was arguably an exaggerative term for what was really a glorified trip to the market, but even the short walk down was a brilliantly, terrifyingly, exhilarating adventure for the boy. After an hour of tiring over-activity, the little lad contented himself with staring excitedly out at the street, watching others going about their business. Da so rarely let him out. He hated him sometimes. Not often though. Not now, certainly! They were brothers-at-arms! Going a-questing to the marketplace for all kinds of exotic and unusual treasures! He understood. He knew he wasn’t well, and that his Da worried about him. He’d asked why his Da would cry sometimes, whether he’d done something wrong. His Da just smiled. He didn’t smile happily though. He didn’t think the boy knew, but he did. Or maybe he was aware of the extent of his son’s comprehension, maybe that was why he cried. The child leant out of the window. The wind was blowing in his favour today, and the pungent aromas of the marketplace, and the docklands beyond, wafted up to his eager nostrils. The salty scent of the sea, and the fishes, the smell of Zeltiva! His Da called to him, and asked if he was ready. The boy bounced up, unable to contain his emotion. He had asked his Da about Mother a few weeks ago. Da had been crying over a little sketch he kept by his bed. He didn’t like it when Da would cry and asked why. He asked and asked and his Da would always just smile and say the same thing. ‘I’m happy you’re here, Monty,’ The boy could feel the stones through the soles of his meagre shoes, and skipped alongside his father. His tiny hand was firmly clasped by his Da’s great big one. His Da looked down at him and seeing the broad grin plastered across the lad’s face felt the irresistible inclination to repay the look in kind. They must have looked so bizarre, the frail waif and the daunting, imposing horseman, beaming like madmen as though a trip to the market was anything but a chore. When he had found his Da the last time, when his father had been weeping, clutching the picture to his chest, he didn’t ask him why. He knew that Mother was dead, long dead. He didn’t know why he kept asking when he knew the reason why. Perhaps the child just wanted to hear his father say it. The boy had stopped his skipping and had begun, instead, to take long, striding steps, trying to match his Da’s. So engrossed was he in this endeavour that he almost missed their entrance to the marketplace altogether. His Da tugged his hand and laughed as he saw the surprise and joy that filled his son’s eyes when the boy looked up at the busy, bustling streets ahead. ‘Woooow!’ |