He was standing over a grave now, just a pile of sticks, stone, and dirt molded over the hole where a body now fed the worms. It rained, softly, like a breath across his back and a wet reminder of the world around him. It was the plains of Cyphrus he stood on, waving grasslands on either side of him, swaying in the wind. There was no headstone, no eulogy, nothing to remember this fallen person but the lone Blight champion that had paused here above it. His hands were caked in dirt, bleeding from the exertion of the dig beforehand. Wind ghosted along the edge of his cloak and suggested flight, the plains still a dangerous place despite their apparent serenity. All Wrenmae could feel was the profound sadness of loss, that something had been put beneath the ground that was solely missed by the one left behind.
Kneeling, Alsane patted the earth down beneath pale fingers, using the gentle shower to mask the tears pouring down his face. He was alone here, no Vayt to speak with him, no comrades…the rest of the Shroud, whatever that was, it was only the champion to mourn a loss no one else stood witness for, only him. Reaching into his cloak, Alsane withdrew a doll with black yarn hair and button eyes, a thing sowed with love and compassion, great effort and minimal skill. He laid it at the grave, standing over the small monument and letting the tears fall, letting his sorrow vent into the world around him. She had been so perfect, so beautiful, so precious to him.
Why? Why had she been born so weak?
He was gone again, seeing something else. Alsane strode down the streets of Alvadas, a steady advancing gait toward Ionu’s temple. Around him, people sickened, coughed, fell away. Alsane didn’t seem to care, his heart was colder now, darker. With deadly purpose he ascended the steps, walked into the temple and offered his hand in greeting to the priestesses there. Each one he greeted with death, leaving nothing but the sick and the suffering in his wake. He left the city wheezing, a temporary measure for such cockroaches, a temporary measure indeed. Vayt had not met him in the city of Illusion, so it was up to Alsane to choose the next destination. He struck out towards the Taldera region, and the plague followed with him.
Choking a man to death, his blood on Wrenmae’s hands, hurling fire as he clung to the rolling deck of a capsizing ship, a beast of tentacles and teeth writing just beyond in the waves, embraced passionately with a raven haired woman, intricate tattoos along her face, holding a child for a moment before setting the babe aside and leaving the room, staring at his hands for hours. These and more whirled by Wrenmae’s mind, placed there with hypnotic influence and stored away thought after thought. He was Alsane Lazaro, a champion of Vayt. He had lived, loved, lost, and lost again in his pursuit of serving his lord. He had borne children, married a beautiful woman, and spread disease and plague as easily as exhaled breath through city and land of a thousand innocents. The information boggled it ran from his understanding of self, pieces of Alsane overlapping the pieces of Wrenmae. Confusion, fear, loathing…and only snatches of memory, enough to know that this man was something…somebody. Someone far greater than the boy had personally achieved.
Wrenmae wasn’t fully aware the visions had stopped at first. On the ground, vaguely twitching, he was, at first, not aware the grit of the forest path was reality. It took a few moments to feel his own ears again, know he was no longer captive, and pull his mind back from the brink of madness. The woman sat on the cart waiting, staring off ahead of them into the forest, lost in her own little world. He had ample chance to attack, but somehow he didn’t. Instead he simply rose to his feet, shaking with the exertion of handling all the villages.
“Why?” He asked, hoarsely. It felt like a long time had passed, “Why me? Why him? Why show me?”
She smiled, not looking at him directly, and wrapped her arms around her chest, “It was your time to know,” She said at last, sighing, “And no memory should remain forgotten for long…a man is only dead when forgotten.” |
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