by Oluse on April 26th, 2012, 9:59 pm
Oluse knew he had to tell his co-workers eventually. The time to leave was fast approaching, and they would have preparation as much as him to make. He by far worked more days than any other physician of his rank, and that time wouldn't be easy to fill. Especially with the patients still recovering from the storm, and administration required for visitors and increase in illness within the last few weeks. All of this weighed on Oluses' mind as his shift pulled to a close. But, still, his stomach sat in a knot, despite his own logic. These people were his family, or had been for several season. What would he say? How would he explain why he was leaving them in such a time of need. Many considered him an honorary Vantha, and with his recent 'development" some considered him a true Vantha. Would a Vantha walk away from Avanthal after the melt, to run away to a far off land full of strangers? Oluse know the answer to that question, and it sickened him. He knew the feeling of being a traitor well. Melodramatic or not, all it made him feel is a stronger push to run. Run away without telling anyone.
He knew it was too late for that, though. He had already told Alea. He still wasn't sure why, why he didn't run like his gut told him to do. To act like nothing was different then pack up and leave. Packing would only take minutes. Oluse had kept his belongings together, packed securely in his backpack ever night since he arrived in Avanthal. Three long seasons, waiting for the courage to bolt. Here it was, and he felt the gnawing obligation to tell everyone. It was killing the boy.
A forced smile and a wave goodbye, Oluse pulled open the heavy door, letting in the cool air, that should be freezing rush into his work space. A chill did bite to his soul, however, had he looked downward at a form he recognized immediately. She was shivering, and unconscious, there was blood, but not copious amount. None stained the ground around her, so he knew there was no serious external wounds. Her skin however was sheet white, and dried tears clung to her face. She was lucky the melt had taken hold of the city at it's throat or she would likely be dead from cold.
His training broke through his immediate stunned reaction with ease, and he knelt beside her, the door almost knocking him off balance as it close behind him. His gloves seemed to fall from his hands without provocation as his exposed skin brushed against Alea's. She squirmed immediately, writhing in pain. Her should was injured, possibly sprained or broken, with a vivid bruise forming around the shoulder, with slight inflammation. Oluse cringed at the thought of liquid rushing into the area, possibly shutting off blood flow to the lower extremity if the effects lasted too long. One ungloved hand touched Alea above the shoulder, the other along the inside of her lower are, checking for difference in temperature. Similiar, the blood was still flowing. Either she had fallen recently, or the cold had slowed the inflammation. He hoped for the first.
"Alea, this is Oluse, I'm going to move you, I need you to tell me what happened. Can you hear me?" He was surprised at the sound of his own voice, not the professional concerned but detached chime of his Vani, but the nearly frantic sound of rolling tumbling Denvali. He glared at the sound, wondering what had happened to his training, a tightness in his chest welling up. What was wrong with him? He just needed to focus, he thought he was until his own voice whisked that illusion away.
Attempting to disregard this abnormality in his own behavior Oluse carefully grabbed hold of Alea, and rolled her over so he could see her face, and inspect the rest of her body. She was wearing a lot of clothes, and a thorough examination would not be possible till those were stripped, but from the flesh they showed she didn't seem wounded. Her mouth was clean, save for some reminiscence of vomit, telling him the stomach and lungs were unpunctured.
Then he saw her eyes open, and the oddest sensation flushed over him. His heart beat frantically in his chest, and his hand tightened without his consent in an uncomfortable away around the arm he was moment before gingerly supporting. He wanted to think about this emotion that washed over him, wanted to identify if he was fit to treat her, or why he had such feelings. But, all that came to mind was. "A dislocated shoulder, yes, inflammation noting a few hours since the injury, possibly some minor cuts. A fall is likely, an attack is plausible. I must get the patient inside where it is warm, and get her to set up. Dry her, warm her, feed her, inspect further, question on cause, then allow her to sleep." Oluse's emotions were beyond him, he knew one thing, and one thing only, his work. This is why he had to leave, to find himself. That self that Alea always forced him to confront. He hated her in that moment...
Alea saw another thing entirely, however, as her eyes opened. Oluses' own eyes seeming to glow above her with a deep and vivid green.