by Mara on April 30th, 2012, 5:09 am
Mara had pried agape the dressing without qualm or unease, and he got a hold of his rags to decontaminate the zone, hanging on still to their abstracted dialogue. He was arranged to respond when he encapsulated the prospect of the ill-treated collar. Disbelief foraged and unsealed his compressed lips and a draught of ejected air, nearly winding him. He said nothing on tenterhooks, not to distress him, but he could make out the stiff swallow in his throat and the rallying exudate amalgamating with an alien substance into the clefts of his clavicle in a diaphanous and sleek patina.
Amethyst stones flashed toward his phizog, and soaked in his aggrieved expression and clenched jaw. Mara surveyed him with worry and leaned his palms down upon his shoulder to attempt pacifying his tensing build.
He did not witness the crimping of his splintered hand but the choking cry that was produced depressed razorblades inside him. What had he done incorrect? It was his first assumption. Had he overlooked something in his initial work over? Could he have impeded this obviously unbearable torture before it had arisen to this? He wanted to call to him as he paled into the dark, to assure him he would repair his error, whatever it was. He then realized he did not even know his name. The oblivious body before him now knew more of him than he could riddle out about the other. A strained frown undid his careful front and he forced himself to go back to the core of it all.
The puncturing formation of jaws swelling over the tender pulp had malformed from how it had materialized previously. It had festered into a tar of simmering secretion as dark as raven's downs and like nothing he had ever viewed. His chest ascended and fell quicker, and he grappled to clear his mind and think realistically.
It was the unknowing. Where to begin and what to do, they were questions he could not begin to remedy. It was slashing apart his confidence in his skill, with each undulation of the seemingly slumbering body writhing with hushed agony.
"Calm down. Calm down." he chanted to himself and began to try and ring a waterfall of wet over the obsidian jewels of flaking skin. Sian's body tensed a hiss pulling from between his teeth. He wanted to scream, the feeling of such helplessness was not one he took well.
"Calm down." His took a deep breath grasping a shuddering limb and running it through his hair. His eyes closed and drew in through flaring nostrils. "Zintila, continue to watch over your faithful supporter of Lhavit. Grant him some pardon." It was a quiet lamentation. "Morwen, guide my actions, and Viratas allow me the astuteness to heal him." if it seemed foolish to others, he fret not. It stabilized his hand and decelerated his contesting mind.
The water had provided negligible sway to rinse away the substance, its material seemed to cling from the innards of the wound, budding from the inside and weeping out. He daubed at it and it clung to the fibers of his towel, equal parts give and take as he withdrew. Some pitch-black paste remained upon the cloth, while ropes of fibers soaked into its sticky mass. In his restored focus, he was allowed to see past the disturbed expression and emphasis solely on his schedule.
Mara saturated the towel again and stroked firmly at the secretion until it was beginning to smear away, and stripes of glimmering clear water coated it instead. Still the rims of each beet colored puncture were orbited by the charred looking skin, and lines of greyish-blue veins connected in laces of clustered roots.
He soaked a fresh towel, and forced its sopping material to the rind and left instead fat drops of conserving run off. Fingers pressed to the wound and he constrained his opposing arm to his forearm, distributing the freezing chill over the wound to cap it in a polish of paper-thin ice. Just as heat would slay contamination, extreme cold could extinguish bacteria and if nothing else slow the progress and provide some comfort.
A shaking leg receded from the examining surface and he considered from afar the injury in opposing perspective. His breath shuddered in release and his hands rested upon the peak of his head with dismayed and thought. This was completely foreign from anything he had ever heard of, no journal, no literature, no experience had ever glimpsed to an exuding black and virtually blooming infection. It cultivated speedily, and caused immense pain and an unnatural reaction to the surrounding flesh. "What the fuck am I supposed to do?"
"The only antidote to mental suffering is physical pain"