‘No,’ he shook his head, ‘No need, I was being an idiot, he’s alive,’ Monty sighed, his heart wasn’t in it, ‘He has to be,’ The sailor was out there. The sailor had lived through death once already and he was out there, wind in his hair and the spray of the sea on his face. He would be standing at the helm during the storm, laughing at the gods pitiful attempts to sink him. Nothing they could do would ever plunge him down below those depths, because they were his to command, the waves, and the winds and the wild gods. And if he had died… Maybe he went home? If he had died, maybe he could finally return. That would be nice. It would be sad for the glassworker, the rebellious eight year old boy he had been was rising in his chest, but if he could send the sailor back to where he wanted, no, where he should be, he would. The sailor didn’t think of him anyway. He was timeless, ageless when Monty was but a flicker, a tiny, ember forever on the verge of consuming itself and he would simply be gone as fast as he had arrived, a blink of the sailor’s cerulean eye. If he was alive, or if he was dead, it didn’t matter. He just wished he knew which it was. The craftsman downed his tools and stood up, catching his breath as best he could and keeping the moisture from his eyes, ‘You can-you can finish up, right? I’ve just got to-’ he mumbled and patted his chest, ‘My crew’ll be at the Councillor’s Head in around six bells, it’s two streets west of the market road, no sign but you’ll hear the drunks,’ Maybe drinking would feel better. He hadn’t thought much about his lost friends for quite a while and though that thought was accompanied with a certain guilt he nevertheless wished so hard he could return to that selfishness. It had been so long since that shyking day, but the city was still recovering, the world was still getting back to its feet. He just needed a little more time before things were back the way they were. Besides, the sailor came by at least once a year. If he wasn’t back in the harbour by next Spring. If he wasn’t back by Spring, Monty frowned, if he wasn’t back by Spring then he was back in the skies, where he belonged. |