Broken Pieces
Thud. Thud thud. Rumble. Swish.All around, Krysanthe could feel the world falling apart. With every warm breeze, there was a thunderous boom as rooms collapsed and volcanoes erupted. But there was something else. Something far more foreboding taking its place above her. Her eyes were closed and so she was unaware, but it was as if she could feel it. The raw magic that swirled just out of reach.
of a barely breathing story.
She tried to open her eyes again. For a moment, she wondered if she had slept into the evening, for she saw darkness. Soon she realized that this darkness was far less innocent, for it crept away to the corners of her eyes, hammering her body with waves of tingling numbness and dull yet exquisite pain. She closed her eyes tightly trying to banish this darkness, but it was stubborn and remained, however subdued, always in her line of sight. She felt like she was looking down a tunnel, unable to see anywhere but straight ahead. Feeling incredibly claustrophobic, she closed her eyes again, finding that it took great effort just to keep them open.
Yet she couldn’t give up so easily.
Boom. Rumble. Swish.Where there once was love,
Her eyes flickered open once again, this time focusing directly on the object in her hand. That old journal was so filled with memories. There were many good and many terrible things associated with that little object, and through the pain that it left behind, there was a shining joy of the life that it had come from. There was so much about those many leather bound pages that she did not understand. There was so much that was gibberish. There was so much that flew past her like a leaf in the wind. Yet the few phrases that she could understand brought her such strength, for although the author was gone, through those few words, he lived on in her heart.
now there's only me,
It hit her again. That realization. The author was gone. First her family that she never met. Her friends she never had. The love that was snatched away. And now the world beneath her feet. All of it was leaving her behind in the dust. Everything was turning to hell. Everything was being destroyed. And there was nothing she could do about it. It was all spinning wildly out of control and she was directly in the middle of it all, unable to tell left from right and up from down.
Crash. Swish. Silence. Breath.Focusing on nothing more but her breath to banish any ugly thoughts, Krys moved her eyes to the sky, attempting to find some sort of solace in the storm. Like the darkness that remained in her peripheral vision, the loneliness still remained lurking in the corners of her mind. Those thoughts were pushed back but not forgotten as Krys’s focus changed to what was happening to the sky. Surely she must be hallucinating. Or at least it must be a nightmare.
Or perhaps a dream.
Swish. Swoosh. Shh.Colors. Colors so alive and so wondrous that words could not describe the endless dance that they created above her. Yet there was something so dark about it. Something so sinister, so evil, that upon seeing it, every bone of her body shrieked to get away. Just as the birds cried to flee, so did her body. Something about the beauty of what was happening was far too dangerous to be messed with. But what could she do? She could hardly keep her eyes open for more than a few seconds. How would she get away from the raw magic that swirled and spun so close to her?
and the lonely.
She turned her head again to the book. For a moment, her lost love’s face shone clearly before her, as if he was kneeling at her side. His face was pure and white and gentle as it had once been. She saw his nose and his eyebrows and his sweet, soft lips. She saw his ears peeking out from beneath his windswept ebony hair. She saw those wonderful, lost, open, brilliant red eyes that looked upon her with such longing, such hope, such happiness that it made her smile yet broke her heart all at once. She could practically hear his voice. She could practically feel his touch. Maybe after this day they could be together again. Krys felt like they were so close now. Closer than they had ever been.
Yet his voice from inside her imagination did not beckon her to him. It told her to get up. To get moving. To keep his memory alive. She knew that Erasmus wouldn’t want her to die here, like this. She still had so much to live for. She had so much to do. She had finally been moving on with her life. She had been making friends. She had been gaining skill. She couldn’t die here, now. Not like this. Never like this.
Struggling, Krys slid her arms together. They were like snakes slithering through the debris as they struggled to make their way to her once again. With so much effort that she had to hold her breath, Krys got her arms beneath her and pushed up. It took all she had to get up to that position. She wasn’t really even sitting. Just elevated by two gelatinous arms. Her eyes were consumed by darkness again as the movement made her swell with vertigo. She clenched her teeth and closed her eyes until the spinning went away. When she opened them, she was still looking down at her hands, where the journal remained clenched in her fist. She was moving on, but she still couldn’t let go. With teeth still tightly locked and breath coming in gasps, Krys craned her neck to get a better view of her surroundings.
She didn’t recognize the courtyard anymore. Everything was fallen, broken, still breaking, or gone all together. It was so filled with destruction and sadness, that again she felt the impulse to let the darkness take her. How could anyone live with such sadness that this place so emanated?
But there, in the distance. What was that? Maybe it wasn’t so far. Yet it seemed like miles. There was color. But not the unnatural brilliance of the sky. Normal color. Familiar color. Were there people over there? Yes! It must be! There, standing in the distance was some kind of embodiment of hope. Someone who might be able to help her. Someone who could get her out. She didn’t have the strength to stand on her own, let alone walk. This person, or people, she really couldn’t tell, must be a gift from whatever gods took pity on her, for without them, Krys felt she had no chance. She let out a cry for help, the hope practically glowing from her simple golden eyes.
But that cry was cut short.
Boom. Rumble. Shake. Swish.Krys felt the earth shake beneath her again, and her arms gave way. She fell to the ground again. Overwhelmed with despair, Krys finally understood. If whoever was over there came to help her, there was a good chance none of them would make it out of here alive. In the state that Krys was in, she could not move very quickly, and with the cloud of Djed directly above them, it would be almost foolish to come and assist her. If they even saw her. If they even heard her cry.
I sing myself a quiet lullaby. Let you go and let the lonely in, to take my heart again.
So this was it. This was the end. Krys closed her eyes and locked her jaw, pulling her knees in up to her chest and wrapping her arms around them, both hands locking on to the leather cover of her last image of strength.
Rumble. Swish. Silence.OOCI am so happy to see people posting again! I have kind of been waiting to see what will come of Krys, considering she really isn’t able to do much. But I figured everyone’s probably swamped, and believe me, I can respect that, so I thought I’d do a little post about her. That little post grew a little bigger than I expected. xD So yeah. I really REALLY don’t want her to die… So… Yeah… xD But hey! New people! Fun stuff. –Also! The lyrics in here are from ‘The Lonely’ by Christina Perri. That song was sort of an inspiration for the Krysanthe character, so yeah. Fun. Looking forward to what happens next!