by Aveira on May 14th, 2012, 4:27 am
I've been on this site less than 24 hours and it seems that everyone already hates me. I'm PMSing, in a house alone for the umpteenth night in a row, and now I can't stop crying. I just really want a hug right now and I really don't have anywhere else to turn at the moment. I want someone to help me, but I don't have anyone. All I have is this laptop and a prescription to Zoloft that hasn't helped in four years. Sometimes I think about ending it all, but I know I'm too scared to do it. I hate myself for being so weak. I shouldn't be like this. There are plenty of people in the world worse off than I am. I should be grateful. But I have no real friends and I just want people to like me. I don't even expect anyone to reply to this. If someone else posted something like this, I'd roll my eyes and ignore them. I guess I just need a place to type out all my feelings and hope that people will better understand me. Even if no one likes me, I at least want people to understand me...