Merely nodding at the conclusion of her extended reasoning, Luvadros replied with a clipped, “Very well,” and began opening various cabinets and cupboards, apparently looking for something. He had anticipated the trouble she'd have in making her way on her own, and briefly considered clarifying that he could make arrangements for someone to “cart her home.” He decided against it, though, not wishing her to leave and so not about to offer an easy means of escape after she'd agreed to stay. For several moments he searched in silence, rummaging about here and there, pulling out blankets, huge swaths of bandages, and a few other simplistic healing aids before replacing each with care. How he hated it when things got disorganized, and abjectly refused to add to the problem. Glancing back as she spoke again, just in time catch her sour expression as though the word left an unpleasant flavor on her tongue, the barest hint of an approving smile flitted across his features before his whole head vanished once more into the latest cupboard. Once or twice he turned a curious gaze her way, but as it seemed she had not yet finished speaking, he remained silent and continued his search. She does enjoy carrying on, doesn't she, he noted privately, though this was perhaps an attempt on her part to distract herself from the discomfort in her leg. Thinking he'd at last found what he'd been seeking, no glance was sent her way as he replied, pulling out a small mortar with its accompanying pestle resting within and gazing hopefully into the cabinet for more supplies. “The word you're searching for is 'Esterians,'” he declared distractedly, as if she had simply forgotten the term. This business of tiptoeing around the term and halfway hiding what she was was pointless and tiresome. Luvadros had never had a problem publicizing his own stance, though this was perhaps partially because he'd originally taken it as an act of rebellion, an act made much stronger by the shameless showing of it. Of course, the hypocrisy he'd just displayed in not flatly informing her of this earlier in the conversation was brushed aside. “There is no aspect of surrogate use of which I approve, Miss Rose.” At last he closed the cabinet, mild disappointment evident n his face as he turned back to her, scooping up the mortar and pestle. Really, who would leave that in there with no supply of medicine or other philtering tools nearby to actually make use of? Sloppy. For the moment he ignored that irritation in favor of continuing the discussion. “It keeps us alive, true, in some lesser way with perpetually thinning blood. But which is preferable, an ultimate end or a prolonged existence as some pale, pitiful parody of past glories?” A hand was waved dismissively before she could reply, holding up the tools and motioning toward the doorway. “The required ingredients and equipment is not here; we will have to relocate.” Stepping closer, his eyes fell to her bandaged joints before returning to her face. “If I help support you and perhaps keep close to a wall, can you walk? Or will you need to be carried?” Neither prospect seemed to thrill him, and what brief time they'd spent together already had him predicting her response. |