11th of Fall, 511
Reluctantly, Corvus pulled himself free from the dark folds of meditation and headed for the surface of his body. Syna’s bright orange and gold rays crawled through the entrance of the cave, stinging him when he peeled back his eyelids. He quickly slammed them shut, rubbed them with the back of his sand crusted hand and tried again. Slowly, the veil of darkness lifted. The peaceful space of the dark cave was gone and so was Ifran, replaced with long fingers of light that stretched out to sear him. His heart sank.
Blindly, he stared at the light pouring in, unable to look away at that moment. Dread filled his being and he inched slowly away from it, as far to the back of the cave as he could get. It was a painstaking process, his body was clumsy, refusing to follow the simplest command. By the time he’d pushed himself to the farthest corner, he was panting from the exertion and pinned against the jagged stone wall of the tiny cave with nowhere else to go. How long could he last like that?
Pulling every awkward limb into a tight ball, he knew he was going to find out just how long, first hand because he was never going anywhere else. Everything felt so different, he didn’t trust himself to move. He didn’t believe he’d be able to make it back. What was worse than dying here? Being eaten alive by whatever lurked outside because he couldn’t defend himself? Even if he had a weapon he doubted he had the strength or ability to wield it. He might as well lay down and wait for the worst. Better to rot here than bear the sharp teeth of a wild creature shredding him to make a meal of his flesh.
Besides his fear of what Syna’s rays were doing to his body was the rumbling in the center of his core. It was a deep, painful feeling and the gurgling noise his organs were making was foreign to him. Maybe his body was finally falling apart from the heavy weight of this strange place. He even felt lower to the ground, like a part of him was missing, but with Syna glowering in his face and Ifran missing, there was no way he was going to explore the feeling any time soon. He would wait out the worst of this, whatever it was, alone if he had to. What choice did he have?