Victor fell for half a chime in an endless blue sky, as the snow and rocks dissolved around him. But then he wished to fly, and it was so. He flew above the clouds and saw the city below him, the mountains around it, the sea beyond it. It felt so right to soar, to be free of the confines of walls and roofs and gravity. He thought he could sing, but before he could realize that great happiness, it was gone. He was interrupted by something even better. He obeyed the man who shared his mark, no matter how unbelievable it was that they shared the sky.
The sudden changes were beginning to overwhelm him. If he had known that the last scene was his choice, he might have chosen something different. He might have chosen to feel, to know at least one emotion that so many others knew, but he could not know that there was an even deeper set desire in him, one that he had not ever thought to consider, planted quite literally by the seed of his kelvic father. It was his need to be free, unburdened by any cage in any form. To move from the freedom of flight to his responsibility for his lover, to the obligation in his haphazardly chosen career... it was jarring, to say the least.
“I come from the sky,” he teased. “And I don't know why I am here. Why are you here? No,”
He laughed, looking curiously around at the strange cleanliness of the otherwise familiar place. The differences between dreams and reality were only technicalities in this latest adventure of his. The world could throw him into any situation, any challenge, any danger, and he would meet it happily. He loved the game. He needed the distraction. Above all, he wanted at least the illusion that he was in control.
And his answer was no answer. He knew the truth, and he knew he had to say it. “I am here because I want to be.”
The sudden changes were beginning to overwhelm him. If he had known that the last scene was his choice, he might have chosen something different. He might have chosen to feel, to know at least one emotion that so many others knew, but he could not know that there was an even deeper set desire in him, one that he had not ever thought to consider, planted quite literally by the seed of his kelvic father. It was his need to be free, unburdened by any cage in any form. To move from the freedom of flight to his responsibility for his lover, to the obligation in his haphazardly chosen career... it was jarring, to say the least.
“I come from the sky,” he teased. “And I don't know why I am here. Why are you here? No,”
He laughed, looking curiously around at the strange cleanliness of the otherwise familiar place. The differences between dreams and reality were only technicalities in this latest adventure of his. The world could throw him into any situation, any challenge, any danger, and he would meet it happily. He loved the game. He needed the distraction. Above all, he wanted at least the illusion that he was in control.
And his answer was no answer. He knew the truth, and he knew he had to say it. “I am here because I want to be.”