58th Summer, 512 A.V. A long bow and a strong bow, And let the sky grow dark. The nock to the chord, and the shaft to the ear, And a foreign king for a mark! Mealla cursed as the arrow missed its target for the hundreth time that morning, flying wide to sink itself deeply into the ground beyond. She lowered her shortbow, cursing again. She was almost tempted to give into her childish side and throw a fit and stamp her feet, but she resisted, biting down on her lip instead. It had been hours since she’d first started, and she’d yet to hit the target, much less its centre, much to her despair. How hard could it be? Impossible, it seemed, though the target was hardly what one could call difficult. It was one she had found and borrowed (it would be back before they missed it), dragging it out some distance from the pavilions, where no one could watch as she practiced.It was a large circle made from dried grass woven together, and supported on a frame. A child could not miss it, but apparently she could. Arrows peppered the surrounding grass. Twenty in all, since she had just used her last one. Brilliant. Normally she had no problems hitting a target, but her nerves were slowly get the better of her. She was worried about what the upcoming days would bring. News had finally reached her that she would join the Watch, but only as an apprentice (she’d wanted to stamp her feet about that too). What if she made a fool of herself? What if she failed to impress? What if she failed full-stop? She couldn’t do that. She couldn’t. She’d never dealt well with failure. And not just that, but she couldn’t go back. She needed this if she wanted to finally venture beyond the Sea of Grass. She really could not fail. But the weapon had grown clumsy in her hands nonetheless as the thoughts and worries assaulted her. She let out a sigh, sparing a glance to Andraste who was grazing close by, though not close enough to be hit by a stray arrow. It seemed her horse had even less faith in her abilities, and that made Mealla want to scowl. Instead, she pushed a stray lock of hair behind her ear. She’d pulled her hair back into a messy braid, but it was slowly becoming loose with her exertions, strands of brown hair falling from it. She didn’t care. No one was around to see, after all. It wasn't like there was a man to impress. Another sigh, and she placed her bow carefully on the ground before moving to collect the arrows, pulling them out the ground and checking them for damage. They were all fine, and she traipsed back to where she’d left her bow, thrusting the arrows back in the ground beside her. She picked up her bow once more, tucked her hair back behind her ear, and plucked an arrow and nocked it, drawing the string back to her ear. She sighted along it, wondering if now was a time where she should also try and control the breezes. Perhaps they would help her to get the arrow to fly true, but she still wasn’t terribly skilled with that either. Sometimes she thought the breezes were toying with her, taunting and teasing, though there was no reason why they'd do such a thing. She was just annoyed, and needed something to blame. But never mind that. She pushed the thoughts aside, and focused on the target in front of her, trying to be calm. Her hands shook ever so slightly. She took in a breath, and released the arrow as she exhaled, biting her lip, bracing herself, holding herself still. She couldn't fail. She couldn't. She had to do it. Finally there was a sharp thwack as the arrow hit the target. Oh, it was far from the centre, but it was a start, and she felt herself smile, some of her confidence returning. A start indeed. And her gaze flicked to Andraste. Hrm... OOC NotePurchased shortbow for 30gm, and shortbow arrows (20) for 1gm; see Ledger. |