Tock recoiled at the kid's sudden outburst. The words burned her ears, sounding so familiar.
Are you going to be here...? She stared at him without blinking, her face going pale.
Will you come see me tomorrow? Tears burned at the edges of her eyes, but they wouldn't break free.
'Ow's ya keep someone 'round? She knew the pain in the boy's eyes. The loneliness. The desire to be independent and strong. Not wanting to be forced to rely on anyone else. It seemed unfair that someone so young would have to share that pain.
She expected him to run. But then he said 'alright.' When he stepped forward, she wrapped the cloak around him to warm him, then gathered his sodden one up so she could find someplace to hang it to dry. She started leading him to the infirmary, giving the librarian a grateful smile for being so understanding. The infirmary was on University grounds, so it was only a short walk.
But before they got there, she had something else to say. As soon as they stepped out of the library, as soon as they were alone, she stopped and crouched down before him. Tock was a blunt person. She wasn't one to dance around an issue. She wasn't one to let people put on masks and hide who they were. When it came to personal matters, she had two policies: it was either tell it like it is, or declare loud for all to hear that it was
nobody's business. She didn't tend towards anything in between. She also didn't believe in being anything but completely truthful, with a few certain exceptions. She'd lie and cheat when she needed to get something out of it, whether it be leading a man on for free drinks, or covering up her own crimes. But other than situations like that, where the truth had consequences, she was one to throw the truth in someone's face and just not give a damn.
Crouched before him, she looked the boy in the eye, and laid it right out for him. "Ya ain't want my 'elp?" she asked. "Ain't nothin' off me. Ya wanna take care o' yerself? Ya can go right a'ead an' does 'at. I ain't yer Ma, an I ain't thinkin' what as I's gonna be in yer life jus' cause I done nearly tripped over ya." He had asked her, so she was giving him straight answers.
"An' yer right," she said, "I's a bloody selfish vagik. I done lost somebody. Done lost a
lot o' somebodies. An' yeah, ain't fer no goodwill o' kindness. I ain't know one thing 'bout ya. Far as I know, yer a right monster what ain't deserve no 'elp. But guess what?"
She looked him dead in the eye and gripped his shirt in her fist, "When I what wanna 'elps somebody, I does it. An' yer gonna bloody
take my 'elp, an' git cleaned up an' warm an' 'ealthy, cause if'n ya ain't, I's gonna turn ya inta the guards as a orphan, an' 'ey what's gonna make ya go ta Farson's 'Ome wit' all the other little twerps what ain't got parents, aye? I ain't think ya want 'at. Yer out 'ere alone cause what ya ain't thinks ya
needs nobody's 'elp, o' cause ya ain't seen nothin' but trouble from people what
'as 'elped ya..."
She let his shirt go and stood up, staring down at him. "Ya wanna git whatcha want?" she asked him. "Ya bloody
take it. I wanna 'elp ya, an' if'n ya ain't want it,
too bad. 'Less fer ya think ya can outrun 'is..." She pulled
Grippy, her reaching tool, from the holster on her hip. With a touch of her finger to the handle, the arm extended a foot, the metal claw snapping a few times to demonstrate the Automaton's capabilities. She was quite confident that if the kid tried to run off, she could snag him by the seat of his pants before he got far.
"But ya wanna know 'bout the school," she said, retracting Grippy and holstering the tool once more, "I's tell ya whatever ya wanna know. I's getcha some books, see if'n 'ey take twerps like ya inta classes o' not. Whatever ya need. Jus' tell me whatcha done needs, an' I can make 'er 'appen. Ya know why?" She leaned over a bit to meet his eye level, "Cause I's a bloody pain in the arse bitch, an' I ain't take shyke from nobody. Up ta ya if'n ye'd rather 'as me been a bitch on
yer side, o' not..."
Some people might say Tock had a 'soft spot' for kids. If you asked
her, she'd say she hated the little brats. This one had certainly managed, without even trying, to reach right into her heart and squeeze some sympathy out of her. Which
irritated her.
The same way Mikey used to irritate her.
"Now dun lag be'ind!" she snapped, turning and continuing on to the infirmary. She knew he'd follow. He'd follow because doing so would get him something: food, clothes, and the information he wanted about the Uni. And hopefully she could get this charity crap out of her system, and stop feeling so damn guilty and having such a strong urge to help little twerps like this when she stumbled across them.
She glanced back at him. Her eyes softened a bit. He really did look a lot like Mikey.