5th of Fall, 512AV
The beat kept him steady. The tempo of flesh and leather on leather. Even after he'd fallen into a rhythm and got creative, mixing punch combinations with slashing elbows, striking kneecaps or stabbing headbutts, Razkar felt his own heartbeat quicken, but then steady.
Still, he knew it wasn't enough.
The Myrian felt a bead of sweat journey from his brow to his chin as he pounded the punching bag. He'd bought it earlier that day, a rare impulse purchase that had cost him an additional five gold mizas, but he knew himself well enough to understand it was necessary. His frustration was coming close to boling over, and this was the best way to release it.
Thump-thump-thumpthump-thwack!
Razkar was taught from a young age that fair fighting, isn't. All it did was limit a warrior, restrain his potential, close off avenues that might otherwise lead him to victory. His mother always told him that their Goddess was one of Victory and War. Period.
As long as you won, what did it matter how?
Case in point: three hard punches with his knuckleduster-wrapped hands, followed by a knee to where a man's crotch would be, and a punch to the throat. The punching bag swung backwards in the dim light of his lodgings and when it swung back, he sidestepped out the way, bouncing on the balls of his feet to the right of the target, dropping himself low and swinging out a leg to hammer where the back of the man's kneecap would be.
Taut muscles straining, Razkar straightened up, leg muscles burning after an hour of this routine, and spun, doing almost a full 360-degree in a blink, ending it by slamming his elbow into where the back of the wobbling man's head would be.
The Myrian snarled, frustration boling over. He paced, sweat glistening over the ink and scars adorning him, naked save for his loincloth. This just isn't enough.
Where it would be. Where the leg would be, the head, the heart, the joints, the scalp. All just an illusion. A lie he told himself, a balm he applied after days of fruitless searching.
The Myrian paced even harder, steps became stomps, and out of sheer instinct he snatched up his gladius from beside the bed. The weight of that moulded steep always soothed him, reassured him, stopped him from floating away on the wings of his own anger. But that time, it did not aid him.
Such a civilized city. Oh, so lawful, so proper. Populated by warriors and yet with no war. Marked and dotted with defences the likes of which he had not seen outside Taloba, and some even larger, but nothing to defend against. Two days of trawling bars had gained him nothing but the stink of these barbarians on his flesh. This was not worthy of him, this was not worthy of his-
"Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaahhhhhhh-!"
The snarl of rage came unbidden and unwanted, exploded without restraint and yet, even as he succumbed to it, he felt a fierce joy. He pacing stopped and he drew back with his swotd arm, blade horizontal, muscles eager to be used, and stabbed forwards in a glittering blur. The sword pierced the bag where he had aimed, buried itself into the bag and through it so the leather covering it brushed against Razkar's hand, holding the hilt.
Right through the heart. The heart...
Razkar spent a long minute there, breathing heavily, teeth bared, hands clenched and desperate for action. This building... how many were there? A dozen? Two dozen? He could slaughter half before the alarm could be raised. The Akalak who owned it would be problematic, but challenging, a glorious fight. And the woman...
That moment was when he realized he needed some real sparring. Not against a bag or a post or a board that could not hit back, but a flesh and blood opponent to pit his skill and speed against. Because otherwise...
He pulled the sword free and straw cascaded gently down onto the clean floor. He blinked, and frowned. A slight, curious smile crossed his face, but only for an instant.
All he could think of was that it would be rude for him not to clean that for Mistress Kala.
Razkar shook his head and took the punching bag down, carefully gathering the straw and setting both to one side. The needle and thread in his healing kit would be able to fix that, and the repetitive motion would calm him.
He knew where he had to go. He had heard of it, and dismissed it, believing foolishly that he would not need mere sparring. But things changed.