A short, nervous giggle escaped Naeya's lips as Savitaire began to speak, eyes glancing at the ground in embarrassment. I wasn't staring, was I? Oh, Goddess... I hope I wasn't staring! Her cheeks reddened, and restless fingers began to untie and retie the lower half of her own blonde braid. She had suddenly become intently focused on the stray strands that threatened to escape the braid's neat confines. As the Dhani asked about her gnosis, however, she reluctantly raised her gaze to meet his. "I only saw glimpses," Naeya replied slowly, hesitant to delve into the details. "It was nothing 'bad,' per se. Just life, really." She had truthfully only scratched the surface of Savitaire's life. Sometimes her visions showed her one long moment from the past, but other times she only saw enough to give herself a very basic understanding of the other person's character - an understanding that was based purely on random and frequently unconnected experiences. She hoped to obtain mastery over her gift one day, but for now she would have to deal with its tendency to too-often control her. Ah, control. She fought a never-ending battle with her gnosis, control being the most desired prize. Naeya smiled wryly, a glint of amusement in her eyes indicating insider knowledge. "Can I control it?" she parroted back, placing unnecessary emphasis on the question's central word. "Savitaire, it is one of my deepest wishes to be able to control this... gift. I try my best, but Avalis only knows when or what I'll see." Her eyes grew hopeful. "I have faith that some of my sisters must be able to master it. I'd like to learn how to follow in their path." The Konti didn't actually know for certain that any member of her race could completely control the gnosis, but it was the one thought that kept her going when her Sight became unbearable. Savitaire continued to speak, this time of the fear he had allegedly seen in her eyes. An unusual combination of shame, sympathy, and self-righteousness materialized in Naeya's heart, tugging painfully at her chest. The Dhani's sadness and suffering was clear; she had not been the first person to offend him with her fear. An intense desire to comfort him welled up inside of her, though it was at odds with a certain defensiveness. To an extent, despite not saying it aloud, the Konti felt somewhat justified in her previous fear. She knew now that the man was an ally rather than an enemy, but he had to understand that any stranger in the woods - Dhani or not - was cause to be wary. The bitterness of her own justification didn't go down well, however. She didn't particularly enjoy thinking the worst of other people, and Savitaire's unceasing look of sorrow chastised her enough to stand and walk over to his side. Naeya dropped to her knees, and reached up with the intent of taking hold of his hand. A look of worry graced her pale face. "I am so sorry to have caused you this pain," she apologized. "I can't imagine how you must feel... I must assure you, though, that I do not fear you now. I know you mean me no harm, and I'm sure you have only the best of intentions." It was a poor apology, despite being well-meaning. Savitaire's sadness, no doubt, went deep. Too deep for her simple words to heal. After a moment of somber quiet, Naeya decided it was time to lighten the mood. She brushed off the Dhani's last question for the time being, and clambered to her feet after releasing his hand. Her composure was less melancholy, and she cheekily raised an eyebrow before speaking, "Tell you what. I'll prove it to you! Come, join me for a swim." Naeya grinned. "I wouldn't ask someone I was scared of to swim with me, you know." Flawed logic, but her point was (hopefully) still made. At that, the Konti bounced lightly on her toes in excitement. A few short strides took her to the water's edge, and she quickly slipped off her sandals. Before undressing, however, she glanced back at Savitaire and gave him a friendly glare. "Just please help me preserve a little modesty," she hinted, assuming he'd understand that she meant for him to avert his eyes. |