Kavala shook her head. "Everything has ties. Everything is usually relevant, Leo." She quietly disagreed with him but filed the information away for later. There was too much to listen to though and she grew silent again as he spoke, her eyes growing more and more concerned. But Leo's words turned and she followed the mental pathway of his thinking, nodding to much of what he was saying. He had similar thoughts to her own on the Gods and their existence here. Kavala, perhaps like Leo, was devote. She appreciated the gifts her patrons had granted her and worked to aid in their causes whenever she could. And at times they asked much of her, more than sometimes she thought she could give, but in the end she'd always grown from the experience.
When he started speaking of hiding, Kavala looked thoughtful. What was she doing? Building a fortress to hide within? She wanted the Cytali to live again. The Sanctuary was their base of operations. But she was terribly afraid, afraid to take the next step and afraid to bring it out into the open. She wore the marks. She had the abilities. Was this the actual reason she had cross paths with Leo? Were they to hide while their enemy grew stronger or was it better to stand in the sun where everyone could see you and you could see the enemy coming?
Kavala studied Leo's face. She replayed his words over and over in her mind. They struck a chord in her and she shook her head, laughed slightly, but it was a nervous laugh of uncertainty. Could it be that simple?
And then he imparted more information. She was sitting having tea with a God's Champion. And he'd earned that status by being this, this man before her, open and passionate. That was the reason she could feel the fire burning within him. It wasn't charisma. It wasn't conviction though both those things were there. It was emotion and a man standing within his own truth.
Kavala took the hair Leo offered, but at first she did nothing. She simply stared at Leo with eyes that had gone icy, so blue in fact it made the Konti look blind. She glanced down at the single strand of hair in her palm and almost handed it back to him.
For a moment, he felt her fear - she was on the cusp of something and she didn't want life to change - wash over him. But he also felt the moment that fear vanished and she accepted that life was what it was and change was going to happen. There was so much built up in here. Like all places he would walk before and after the events of the first of spring, Leo could tell Ivak's absence in the world had damaged Riverfall just as much as it had damaged other places. People were seething with unerupted pain. The pressure on their souls was enormous, like a fire so choked with wet wood it couldn't burn. The Azenth cleaned out that debris in the populations they moved among and everyone's internal fire burned brighter no longer starved of air and drowned by torment.
Kavala was no exception, for all that she was a healer. She was unhealthy though she concealed it well. She was addicted to the sweet whispers of too much reimancy and afraid to admit it because the whispers kept her company at night.
And as Kavala sat staring at Leo she suddenly realized that she was living her life in a timeline that was incorrect for her life. The realization struck her and almost left her breathless. And she didn't know if it was Leo's very presence or the conversation or completely unrelated. But she realized she was a Konti surrounded by people trying to live her lifetime in their lifespan and not in her own. It struck her as insane suddenly, as if she rejected her Konti blood terribly and had forsaken it in exchange for her Drykas culture.
She curled her fingers around the hair in her palm, wondering suddenly if the presence of this little tiny piece of a God's Champion was enough to ....
Kavala felt the unwinding of tension within her. It was like a deep sigh of relief. She stared at him, he did nothing but speak, but his mere presence seemed to release some bond within her that was holding her fast and hard to a humanity she did not own. Kavala took a breath, a deep breath, and then another and another and suddenly felt the years stretch out before her. A peace settled over her, around her, within her that caused a soft audible sigh of acceptance to pass through her. She had time. She had a lot of time unless someone stole that time from her.
The Konti blinked, half smiled, and met the Azenth's eyes again. "Did you do that?" She asked, curious, knowing there was no possible way it was happenstance.
Then, feeling better than she had for ages, Kavala closed her eyes, felt the hair in her hand, and stepped sideways with her soul, leaving her body and her mortality behind her.
The Dreamwalker grasped the colorful strands of her own Chavi, and rather than use the hair - which to her had been Leo's permission - she traced her own Chavi which was an iridescent confluence of colors that seemed to burn brighter at this exact moment than the dull strand that stretched back in time. What Leo didn't know that sitting here together, sipping tea, their Chavi' had tangled together. By sliding down hers she could always find his. She needed no key, not any longer, and slipping from the cool healing iridescence to the bright fiery strands of Leo's was like moving from the dead of winter to the heart of summer.
She slid back down his strands looking for change and finding it. When Ivak marked him, gave him his champion status, his Chavi changed dramatically. It was so noticeable the Dreamwalker could see it long before she came upon it. If all champions Chavi looked like Leo's, she'd have no trouble recognizing one if she ever met another. There was a place where it spiraled along in muted reads and oranges with black and greys threaded in. But then suddenly, it flared like distant star turning into a night sky comet and blazed like a beacon throughout the Chavena. Kavala wondered if there were predators here, things looking for such telltales... or if the Ukalas was truly safe.
She approached the light show, moved past it, and then slowly sunk into his Chavi deeper, so she was inside his life, a witness to the events there. She could see other Chavi touching his, tangling with his, some the colors indicating the people involved were still alive, others showing that they'd died. A particularly dark one, rank with impurity, tangled with Leo's at the core of the event and carried on past is life in a different direction gray and lifeless as the soul rested elsewhere. Glancing back down it she could see other colors splitting off from it, tangling. The Chavena was so interconnected.
In the real world, Kavala grew pale, sat straight, began to sweat even as she sat with her body relaxed and her breath incredibly shallow. Leo was no Seer, but his Azenth talents definitely gave him a sense of Kavala not being there... as if he was sitting beside a corpse. Her emotions were gone and with them so too was her pent up baseline problems.
He probably sat with her full bell if not longer. Any tea left in the kettle was long cold and the day waned further.
The Konti stood in the Azenth's shoes. She bore witness to the search and then finally the battle, to life and death, and to mortals making grabs for power and gathering the remnants of life long sentenced to death that was hundreds of years passed from the world. She saw them rise to immortality. She witnessed Ivak and his discussion with Leo. And she wanted to reach out and smooth the hair from the God's forehead and apologize for all that had happened to him and all that he'd been through.
When she came back into herself she was weeping.
Leo could feel the moment she returned. There was no outward sign other than her eyelids lifted and silvery tears form and washed down her cheeks. But moreso it was that he was alone one moment and in the company of another the next. She started to speak, caught herself, and then rubbed a hand across her lips as if to make sure they were still there. She tried to take a breath, choked a little, and then sat upright and focused for a moment, slipping more fully into her body and exiting the Chavena completely.
"No one knows." She said suddenly, with awe in her voice. The tears were a momentary reaction and gone before they truly got started. She was weeping for the beauty of the moment anyway, not for the sadness of a secret long kept.
"No one here or anywhere in the world has any idea, Leo. No one. Gods.. I knew they were brutal to one another, but to do that. No wonder he lost himself. No wonder Sylir died. It all seems like a story, when they tell you as a child. I don't even remember when I first knew what the Valterrian was. It was as if we just know, we just understand, it was something that happened so long ago. But its really not the truth is it?" She said, looking around, as if sh was surprised to be here and not there.
"The truth is that its still happening. Time for them isn't time for us. Just like time for you is not time for me. Gods.. we're right in the middle of an age old battle that will not end. And Fear... fear born that night of the storm... she must have fed off every death in the world, ever terrified person huddled in a basement or cellar. Gods, the power she must have now." Kavala said, looking momentarily frightened.
"It's no wonder things are like they are here. It's completely understandable." She said, her gaze turning back to Leo.
"Thank you. Not just for showing me, but for doing what you did. No one knows. No one... but I do now and I will remember. And I will help you tell others. The Council needs to know. Fear could destroy the Akalak society here, but discipline can counter it. Such things are not infallible. They never have been. " Then she paused, looked at him again, as a man, and not just as a figure out of a dark reality that was sitting before her fully realized.
"Your Chavi burns so incredibly bright. And yet, you just got done telling me how big of a target you are. It's rare someone knows their own mortality, even bearing a God's good will. I see why you need to tell people. Understanding is the first counter measure to curtailing fear. People are afraid of what they don't know. If they know, they are stronger." She said, looking suddenly down at herself, lifting her hands and seeing for the first time the thinness in her limbs.
"You did something... to me. I don't know if you know you are doing it or maybe you are completely aware. I feel... different. Better. Stronger. I was... living in a wrong timeline. I don't know if that makes sense. But I have been doing it for years. It was.. poisonous to me. Konti are not human." She said suddenly, as if this realization had just struck her. "Will you tell me about Ivak's marked? My brother burns with fire too. It would be nice to understand him more. He is not marked, but I feel how akin he is to the flames we cook over and huddle around." Kavala said, her smile in acknowledgement of Leo's words of earlier... how people huddled around fire. They would always seek comfort in it. There was no doubt about it. And with that she handed his strand of hair back to him. She didn't need it, not now, and not really before. But she'd needed his permission and that simple act of him gifting her with the strand was that and so much more.