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Timestamp: 61st of Spring 510 AV.
There was barely a sound in the air; no rustle of leaves nor the chirping of birds to bring about a soothing calm. The quiet was ever foreboding, but it suited the large predator just fine. Her muscles clenched tightly as she gripped the branch beneath her, and carefully inched her way across to spy upon beast that was unfortunate enough to have caught her attention. There was a considerable distance between them, but if she could get close enough to her target without hinderance, she would be able to leap the remainder of the space and be victorious. With this in mind, she clawed her way across the mossy branch, inch by inch, until she reached a point where the foliage completely shrouded her in shadow, forming a camouflage against her coarse black coat.
Soon, she told herself, soon you will be mine. Today your life ends.
The jaguar lowered her head, her pale eyes fixed on the beast rummaging for edible leaves below her. She began to support her leg against a frail branch behind her until it snapped, the sound enhanced by the deadly silence that enveloped the surrounding area. The beast, startled by the abrupt sound, promptly bounded off, with an infuriated jaguar leaping from her perch on the branch, quick to react to it's sudden movement. Onwards they traveled the expanse of the jungle, never delving too deep but never escaping the boundary of the Northern Pass. It was a fatal game of who could avoid the obstacles littered on the ground; the roots, the endless variety of flora and the animals scurrying to escape from the fury of the predator. The only thing on her mind was the kill, it willed her paws forward into a crushing speed, leaving claw marks in her wake, and mud splattered on leaves and trunks of trees. The closer she came to her prey, the more she could smell the fear permeating off the animal, the smell of the blood so sweet in her nostrils.
The entire chase lasted merely minutes, but it seemed like centuries until the large cat finally managed to hook it's claws on the beast's leg to cause it to trip. In one fluid movement she was on the squirming animal and sank her canines into the soft flesh of the neck, puncturing the jugular. She stayed still with her mouth clamped around the neck until the squeals resided, and she no longer felt the rapid heartbeat nor the spastic leg movements. At once she began to tear chunks of meat from the corpse, her maw dripping with blood as she inhaled half of her meal in under five minutes. She'd been starving for nearly a week, and this beast would leave her full for several days, lightening her mood if only slightly.
Once she had finished licking the blood off her paws, she turned and treaded back to where she had last hidden her clothes, near the sloping path of the Northern Pass, under a pile of rocks. Fortunately for her, the location of where she had downed her prey was merely a few kilometers away from where she had veered off the path, and once she had arrived to her stored possessions, she promptly morphed back into her human body. Carefully, she tugged a leather necklace free from within the folds of her tunic, using it to tie her hair back into a tight knot, then proceeded to clothe herself before stepping onto the trodden path before her. Where was she to go now? Head further into the heart of the jungle and risk the Myrians? Or stay near the border and live a life of solitude for the remainder of her life? She had nothing to lose, but she also had no reason to throw her life away so meaninglessly.
Pondering, she settled herself under the comforting shade of a large tree, staring out toward the horizon until she felt her eyes begin to burn from the pressure of oncoming tears. She brought her knees up to her chest and began to sob. This was something that could not be avoided. When there was utter peace and silence surrounding her, the faces of her parents return and her heart aches for their company. But with tears come shame.
Tears are a sign of weakness, Mao, you cannot show weakness, you cannot show pain, this is who you are now.
She told herself this constantly, even now as she angrily wiped her eyes and cheeks and sat with her fists clenched on her knees, glaring at the sky and all it's beauty as the music of the jungle returned once again.