She was angry with him. Not that she meant to get that way. But he so casually dismissed her wish for him that it hurt her feelings. But rather than allowing herself to feel hurt, she felt far better feeling angry because it was more useful than letting his callous disregard sting her pride. Oh she could have rose up from the water, grew wings, and circled the sky to prove to him that her meaning had merit, but Haeli was not one that would do such things. She needed, deep down, for anyone she called a friend to actually believe her without proof because they knew her integrity. Dariel, it seemed, was not such a creature. If he needed proof, he'd be a long time waiting for it. Especially and inclusive in regards to what Haeli claimed.
So instead of joyfully splashing the water and relaxing, she simply watched him cautiously, not sure she would share anything else of her feelings with him. He frolicked like she had moments ago, but there was a restraint about him that more conformed to his reserved nature. And his worry about what others thought. She wanted to shake her head in frustration. What would what others thought really effect him? It was none of his business too how history remembered him because then it made it less about his own deeds and more about the recognition he wanted for his deeds.
That was selfish, pure and simple. But then Ozantha had warned her about humans and their arrogance. Living in Lhavit, she'd seen plenty of it already. And though he claimed to be from other places not just from here, she knew that people were people wherever one was.
His answers were less important to Haeli now. He was less important to Haeli now. All he cared about was how people would remember him after he was long dead? How was that anything good? What about what he did during his life and what meaning those actions had to those around him while he was doing whatever it was he wanted to be remembered for?
She wanted to stop listening. Even a part of her reached inside and felt big jaws form rippling beneath her skin. She knew it intimately and it was a shape that would love the warmth of the hot springs. But she kept her shape. She pushed it away.
Instead she simply said... "Yes, I imagine that would be terrible to be misrepresented by others especially if you were specifically trying to represent yourself in a certain way." The words were spoken quietly, thoughtfully, with as much respect as she could muster though she felt none.
"Any is fine. I like them all." She added absently, as an answer to his question. But she was gazing off into the distance by then, lost in her own thoughts, not entirely certain if she had anything of interest to ask him. And still not entirely certain she wanted to hear anything else he had to say. She blinked once, glanced at him again, and realized he would expect a question back.
"If you could go anywhere in the world, anywhere, where would that be?" She asked in an equally subdued voice. Maybe he would get the urge and go there. There was definitely no glow to her eyes now. Her gaze in fact slipped sideways, over him and looked off into the distances again. If he paid attention it would be aimed southwest.
So instead of joyfully splashing the water and relaxing, she simply watched him cautiously, not sure she would share anything else of her feelings with him. He frolicked like she had moments ago, but there was a restraint about him that more conformed to his reserved nature. And his worry about what others thought. She wanted to shake her head in frustration. What would what others thought really effect him? It was none of his business too how history remembered him because then it made it less about his own deeds and more about the recognition he wanted for his deeds.
That was selfish, pure and simple. But then Ozantha had warned her about humans and their arrogance. Living in Lhavit, she'd seen plenty of it already. And though he claimed to be from other places not just from here, she knew that people were people wherever one was.
His answers were less important to Haeli now. He was less important to Haeli now. All he cared about was how people would remember him after he was long dead? How was that anything good? What about what he did during his life and what meaning those actions had to those around him while he was doing whatever it was he wanted to be remembered for?
She wanted to stop listening. Even a part of her reached inside and felt big jaws form rippling beneath her skin. She knew it intimately and it was a shape that would love the warmth of the hot springs. But she kept her shape. She pushed it away.
Instead she simply said... "Yes, I imagine that would be terrible to be misrepresented by others especially if you were specifically trying to represent yourself in a certain way." The words were spoken quietly, thoughtfully, with as much respect as she could muster though she felt none.
"Any is fine. I like them all." She added absently, as an answer to his question. But she was gazing off into the distance by then, lost in her own thoughts, not entirely certain if she had anything of interest to ask him. And still not entirely certain she wanted to hear anything else he had to say. She blinked once, glanced at him again, and realized he would expect a question back.
"If you could go anywhere in the world, anywhere, where would that be?" She asked in an equally subdued voice. Maybe he would get the urge and go there. There was definitely no glow to her eyes now. Her gaze in fact slipped sideways, over him and looked off into the distances again. If he paid attention it would be aimed southwest.