Bleh.. this week. It needs to hurry up and end. I don't feel good, I'm in a general bad mood, and I don't feel like posting even though I want to. I doubt anyone has noticed I'm in a bad mood, but I am, and I don't know why. And if you haven't noticed it yet, considering that I just told you.. then I'm sorry, but clearly you aren't paying attention, lol.
Yes, even in a bad mood I still crack jokes.. granted, they are crappy ones, but yeah.
Anyway, despite my bad mood and feeling sick, I've still been trying to plot. I'm hoping to get a post out at some point today, but we'll see if that happens. I know Imass wants me to post, and I've got some others I need to get out. But we'll see.
On top of that, I'm feeling extra restless this week. I've felt this way for several months now. I feel like I've hit a standstill.. don't get me wrong, I love modding in Ravok, and really, I haven't hit a standstill. I've got new ideas coming every season, I'm about to introduce something new in Ravok this spring. I've got a new AS. I've got a lot going on that I am very excited about.. but I'm feeling restless. I feel like I need to move on, or move up, or move diagonally, or something. I find myself looking at all the other cities out there without a DS and wishing I could move there, but realizing that I don't have anyone to take my place. Assuming that I'd even be allowed to move there. I find myself looking at Paragon and wondering why I didn't try to apply for the position. I find myself looking over at Falyndar, that awesome region which is finally getting some love, and wanting to get involved there. Possibly as a DS, or maybe just contributing a bit, or hell, maybe even applying as an RS.
Not this week though.. I'm sick this week, and in a crappy mood, so my application would likely come off very crappy. But one day. And this isn't a new random idea that popped into my head like most, I've been thinking about this for some time. I feel like it's time for me to move on. Like I said, I love Ravok and am really enjoying myself, but I want something different.
And.. I'm typoing like crazy today! You have no idea how many times I've gone back and fixed stuff in this post alone, and it probably still has a bunch of typos in it.
And I haven't done anything remotely fun IRL in a while. We just moved, which was stressful. I literally am down to $5 in my bank account, and don't get paid until the 22nd.. so I don't even want to think about that. I haven't hung out with my best friend in over a month. Kelsey got in a minor accident on the moped, so she's in pain. Don't worry, it's nothing that requires an ER visit, just some bad scrapes and bruises, but no broken bones or anything. I just can't touch her arms, or she'll smack me. It's super slow at work, which is nice because it gave me time to catch up on grading, but it's bad because.. being slow means no business. And no business means bad. And it's approaching the, "It's been this way for too long" period now. We employees are starting to worry that cuts are going to be made.
*sigh*
Okay, now that I have rambled on about my problems.. I am going to end this post.
PS: I just realized.. I haven't been able to get myself to post, yet I just wrote out this entire, completely pointless post. Good job, Ron. Lol.
The End.
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