12th Spring, 509
Maeva quickly realised that Josette was a hard teacher. She had clear demands that she expected of her students - Maeva included, apparently. The day after Maeva requested that Josette teach her something that would help her in Syliras, the cinnamon-skinned woman had handed her a small dagger.
”This is the blade that I give all my girls to practise with.” Josette had said, whilst Maeva quickly grasped how sharp it was, ”It’s a cheap blade, but pretty well made. It’ll help me teach you how to defend yourself, and conceal it so people won’t suspect a thing.”
That night, Maeva had suffered the demands of Josette, and the blisters of a wooden handle. The lessons had begun with how to hold the blade (something that Maeva had assumed to be simple, but Josette quickly corrected this idea by stating that a blade held in many different ways was good for many different things). Two nights after that, Josette handed Maeva another dagger - this one had had its blade dipped in hot wax several times so the sharpness had been completely dulled. It was this blade that Josette had told Maeva she would use to practise self-defence with.
”I’m going to come at you like I’m a drunkard. I’ll want one of two things; your money purse, or your love purse.” Josette paused to laugh when she saw Maeva’s confusion, then slow realisation as to what she was referring to.
The scene must have been somewhat comical to watch; Josette stumbling around Maeva like a puppet with a loose string and muttering nonsensical words. Maeva had started out watching Josette warily, but couldn’t help crack a laugh.
And that was when Josette struck.
Grabbing Maeva’s slim wrists, she pulled them behind Maeva’s own back and held them in one hand. Josette’s face loomed over Maeva’s own, just inches away. She felt another hand snake around her waist, slipping to her hips. She’s playing the thief Maeva realised, struggling to free one of her arms. All lessons about keeping calm and remembering where one had concealed her weapon slipped out of Maeva’s mind as she fell into playing the victim. Josette was a good actress; so when her hand sneaked up to Maeva’s breasts and began to tug at her clothes, her heart leaped into Maeva’s throat.
Josette’s lips brushed Maeva’s neck, her left hand systematically undoing the ties on the thin cotton top whilst her right struggled to control Maeva’s own arms. No, it wasn’t the thief Josette was pretending to be, but the rapist.
Josette pushed Maeva backwards so she found herself up against a tree. It was still an unsettling experience - Maeva had never been treated so roughly before - but there was also something else. There was a twinge of arousal as Maeva felt Josette’s hot breath on her neck, her hands abandoning Maeva’s still-concealed breasts and lifting up her skirts. The feel of Josette’s cool fingers on Maeva’s thighs made her gasp for air.
Something hard was pushed into Maeva’ ribcage, and her arousal sizzled out suddenly.
”And with that, your dead.” Josette released Maeva’s wrists and backed away, spiralling the waxy dagger in her hand. She had a strange smile on her lips - was it from a sense accomplishment?
Maeva’s hand patted at the spot where Josette had faked-stabbed her. There was, of course, no blood - but the experience had left Maeva’s heart pounding. She wasn’t sure whether it was out of fear, or pure exhilaration and lust. She ran a hand through her hair, and was surprised to find her palm clammy with sweat. She glanced at Josette, hoping for an explanation.
”You can’t get distracted.” the other woman’s face was hard, her amber eyes narrowed in the poor lighting of early evening, ”we’ll have to continue tomorrow, but if someone were to attack you like that, you can’t panic.”
I wasn’t panicking. Maeva thought sullenly, I was… aroused. Of course she knew that if an actual drunkard or rapist touched her in the same way, Maeva would not feel the same as she had when it was Josette’s hands toying with her. That much, she knew (or hoped for, at least). But why had she become so weak when Josette touched her?
Maeva’s sexual experiences were virtually non-existent. She had kissed men before, yes. And she had certainly felt… Lust and want before. But never from another woman - and never before had someone touched her so -- intimately.
She was still short of breath when she and Josette bedded down for the night. Ser Spits and The Slut had finished their own nightly games, and were snoring loudly on Ser Spit’s luxury travellers bedding. Josette and Maeva had been left with simple cotton or woollen bedding - it wasn’t terrible, but it meant that Maeva could feel every imperfection in the natural earth as she tossed and turned. Sleep had been near impossible to begin with, but after four or five days of travelling, Maeva had slept like a babe. Sleep won’t come easily tonight though, Maeva considered as she lay on her itchy make-shift bed.
She stood up, stepping over Josette and avoiding Ser Spits and The Slut. She wouldn’t sleep, and so Maeva decided that she would flit through the night as a bat. She slipped out of her nightshift, folding her clothes neatly and laying them on top of Ser Spit’s wheels of cheese. Come morning, if she was not back yet, Josette would know where she would be (or rather, what she would be), and would hopefully stop the other two from leaving Maeva behind.
One of the first questions that Josette had asked Maeva about being Kelvic was: ‘what does it feel like to turn into a bat?’. It was a question that Maeva had struggled to answer. It was like describing to a blind man what it was like to see colours, or to a deaf man what it was like hearing music. ”It’s my hearing that changes first. It sounds a little like when you put a glass to your ear to hear what the people in the next room are saying. When I… click," she had used the word that she found best to describe the high-frequency sounds she used as a bat to build up an accurate image of where she was, "I can see what’s around me. Everything sounds different depending on where I am.”
The explanation had been as fruitless as when she had tried to explain to people of previous occasions, however. Maeva had quickly learnt that most people, except other Kelvics of course, struggled to understand the process that came with transforming into one’s animal form. It wasn’t painful as such - the actual changing reminded Maeva of pins and needles, slowly creeping up her body whilst the world around her changed. Of course it was she that was changing, and her perception of the world.
Having morphed, Maeva clawed her way up a tree trunk, her tiny feet and hands (she maintained that there were hands, not paws or claws) pulling her up and up. When she reached a good height, Maeva threw herself backwards, catching the air in her wings before she hit the earth, and flitted back up amongst the trees. She constantly made her tiny clicking noises, gaining a picture of her surroundings from her new high point of view. There was an owl in the tree she passed, and a group of three or four moles on the earth below. She circled in an arc, using her still-sleeping human company as an anchor point to return to. The night was cloudy, but dry, and with only a little wind. There may be others about. Maeva thought hopefully. Although she was by no means hungry for blood, she knew that her bat form craved the minerals that flowed from warm flesh.
A half-dead spruce tree provided her with the company she was after. A couple of bats - a fairly small male and smaller female - were grooming each other. Maeva guessed that neither had eaten recently, but the female was ovulating and the male was trying his best to win her over. She circled them, constantly observing and smelling them. They would pose no threat to her, that she knew. Landing a little way further up on the tree, the two bats stopped grooming each other to inspect the newcomer. The male was a little jumpier than the female, but seemed disappointed when he realised Maeva was not present to mate with him. The two others continued grooming each other, and Maeva knew that she had been partly invited to join them in finding food - assuming she would not overstay her welcome for too long.
When the two bats set out, Maeva indeed tagged along. The three bats followed and circled around each other, still familiarising themselves with each other’s scents and individual sounds. These were fruit bats - they stunk of sweet nectar - but from Maeva’s experiences, there were also warm-blooded animals never too far away from the fruits these bats sought after.
This time, she struck gold; a huge Stag deer was snoozing amongst a raspberry bush. As her latest comrades set to sucking the sweet juices from the little red berries, Maeva circled the Stag like a vulture. Such an animal would not suffer from Maeva feeding; only a small bite would be left, which would heal within a few days. She landed on the rump of the beast, and sunk those tiny teeth into the fleshy rump. The Stag twitched its leg, still half-sleep, but Maeva clung on and began to feed.
All animal blood tasted different, depending on what the animal was and what it fed on. Stag blood was a luxury; the varied diet of grass, fruit and mosses meant that the blood was sweet, but not overpoweringly so. Cow blood was the worse; mud, cud and grass made for thick blood that tasted like bile. Human blood was the most varied; but Maeva had only tried that as a young girl. It had felt wrong.
Whilst she fed, Maeva considered the events earlier that night; how Josette had touched her and how her own body had reacted. The other woman was certainly sexual; her stories alone made Maeva’s toes curl. And Maeva couldn’t deny that Josette was beautiful with her olive skin and fiery amber eyes. But… did she want Josette? It was very confusing, and Maeve wished that there were other people with her and Josette other than Ser Spits and The Slut that she could talk to.
I don’t think I desire Josette as such, she thought carefully, but I want… her in other ways. She’s my friend, and she’s going out of her way to help me. I want to help her, too, in anyway I can. If that’s in a sexual way… Then I’m happy with that.
”When you find yourself struggling to say no to someone…” She could almost hear her mother’s voice as if Lynna Genois was with her daughter now.
Maeva realised then that had found her first bondmate.
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