Winter 6th 424 AV
Adnaj had a certain fascination with this shell. In fact, he had a fascination with all of them. The Nuit merely had to fill one of these shells with ichor and it would respond to their command. The simple act of transferring ichor was enough to power the shell. There were no gears, no batteries and no circuitry. Nothing had to be repaired or replaced in order to keep it moving. Sure, these frail living bodies would naturally wear out every 80 to 100 years but that was an impressive amount of time. Impressive enough to gain Adnaj's interest anyway.
This was the subject that Adnaj decided to study. This is what provided the purpose to his undeath: understanding this automated living tissue. It wasn't about golems or weapons or poisons. Adnaj was interested in the mysterious hand that spun the persistent top of life.
He had discovered this fascination only very recently. It wasn't a sudden mystery or an incredible event which caused him to behave so differently than other Nuit. It was a rather routine process, actually, if not a bit sped up in Adnaj's case.
He arrived at his philosophical boredom much earlier than is typical for a Nuit. Adnaj quickly grew apathetic toward the alchemical study of creating dangerous magics and crippling poisons. He found himself on an alarmingly hastening path toward his existential suicide.
Yesterday, he had reached the end of the line. He decided to walk out to the harbor. He watched the incoming waves for about a half hour before the drudgery of this life had sufficiently welled up. He thought about how best to end his existence. What was the best way to quiet the flame of his life? It had to be efficient and fast, there could be no time for regrets or questions. He started to think about how these shells operated. He traced out the biological blueprints of the fleshy golem which he commanded.
This, bizarre series of thoughts would be the catalyst to keep Adnaj animated for hundreds of years. He was simply too interested in thinking about the engineering of this living tissue. He was too interested to interrupt these thoughts now.
As he engaged on his walk back to the Citadel, and eventually the Great Library, he took special notice of the creatures around him. He began to think about the various forms of sentience. Pycons were nothing more than magically animated lumps of clay. Golems were inspired to move through a very careful balance of Animation and science. But natural creatures, what were these? What force caused the heart to continue pumping? Or gave the brain the necessary creativity to engender complex thoughts and coordinated mechanisms? These mysteries had given Adnaj a new sense of purpose. As he entered the Great Library he looked upon the dizzying amounts of books. It was time to get started.