"You my friend need to find yourself a good woman to take care of you, since you are not going to do so yourself, or come to your healer friend, me, for help.” She teased with a smile and wink, and Ricky couldn't help the laugh that followed. How he wanted to find that good woman, such a thing seemed impossible in this world. There were plenty that were considered "good" in Ricky's book but the problem was he just hadn't made that kind of connection with one, plus he never found himself worthy enough to have anyone that close; especially after his loss. No he would just have to stick with his healer, which he was very content with. ”Alright, I will go get you some food and water. I will be right back, don’t go anywhere.”
There was a smile and wave to show he was staying right where he was, and for the next fifteen chimes he spent the time thinking. His thoughts weren't so active which he was thankful for, but even with exhaustion there still was enough energy to allow them to wonder. He thought about Nai'a at first, how she was good not just by personality but by heart. Her nature that involved caring for others brought Ricky to respect and admire her, even in this dark time where he dealt with sickness and loss she seemed to make things brighter. That kind of power was rare to come by, as the world normally would swallow that kind of hope while it existed. He made a mental note that he would always be there to keep her safe, to protect her fron such terrible things should it come down to it. To him Nai'a was becoming a precious friend, before he could even shut her out emotionally she found a way in. Now here he was again, and so again she was caring for him once more. That kind of friend you never let go. No matter what you protect them, keep them safe for as long as you can.
It was a silent promise he made. He would protect her just as he would protect the city. Too many he had let down, no more would he do the same. He wouldn't disappoint her like he did Odis and Kip. His eyes were a bit heavy as he relaxed a bit, his stomach finally feeling the apetite come around just a bit. Soon he would have to eat and pray the food stayed down, too many times now did he try and keep light food such as bread and soup down. None of them succeeded but then again the bread was stale and the soup more of a simple broth. He chuckled. 'Nai'a's right, I do need to take better care of myself.'
Finally footsteps came back into the room and when Ricky looked there was the plate of food and a cup of water. Ricky didn't feel he could eat but he knew he had to try, so the best idea to go with first was to drink water.
”How are you feeling Ricky, besides the sickness I mean?” Nai'a had asked as he took a drink, or much rather a guzzle that left the glass half full. He sighed in relief before he spoke.
"Well apart from bein sick, I've still been dealin with my loss. I think I'm gettin better, least I'm tryin anyway." He didn't sound so sure, maybe it was because he still felt sick. Or perhaps it was the inevitable storm of grief that had one final stage before dying. Somehow he felt he wasn't going to feel so better so easily. The incoming days felt as though they would be heavy, or so his instinct told him time and time again. That half that was angry with himself was quieter now, probably tired of him being in the same place for the past season. "I'll admit it hasn't been the best time after we met."
Of course not. The whole situation with the Wave Guard, plus the blight that now covered the city. He felt pressured as he clearly couldn't save the city from something he couldn't see, that stood for the sickness as well as the murderer of Kip. There was so much going on now, too much that he literally had little time to buckle down and think about it all.