19th of Winter 512 It was a warm day for the season – a radiant, sunlit day, highlighting what Zenobia saw as the dark, ravaged beauty of the debris and vestiges of Sunberth. She had been to see the fallen, gilded glories of Ahnatep, the Castle Strongholds of Syliras, the secretive streets of Nyka and, of course, the majestic, intellectual beauty in the subtlety of Zeltiva... but nowhere in Mizahar was quite like Sunberth. It was that constant adrenaline and exertion, the inability to think and the looming prospect of a fight for survival. There was nowhere else where one was quite so aware of Life and Death, or the value of life. Maybe it was the lack of civilization and law enforcement, but one felt like living on one's own terms when one was in Sunberth. Not that she always had, of course, for on reflection, there was nowhere else where one had to be quite so careful of whom one met. She had come to the Simpering Seacow early in the day, when she thought the streets were probably less dangerous and less full of people who might wish her harm. The Simpering Seacow, outside of her own little apartment, was her favourite place in Sunberth. She had, to some extent, managed to find friends there so was treated with cordiality and even warmth when she went to get her favourite Sunberth Shanty. It always amused her that, in Zeltiva, where they considered themselves close to the pinnacle of civilization, they had such a god-awful speciality, Kelp Beer, whereas Sunberth, home of ruffians and the lowest of the low, had this delightful concoction. As always, most of the waitresses were hostile to her when she entered but a couple greeted her with smiles. Zenobia did not know why they saw her in such a light, but she knew that the hostile ones liked to call her Vixen, Shrew, Virago or other unflattering names which frankly bore no reflection on her character. When she had first arrived in Sunberth, relatively sweet and naive, they had been perfectly beastly to her, commenting that she behaved with 'airs and graces' but she was not fit to carve herself a noted place in Sunberth, and would end up a common vagrant. Then one had suggested that she really was not quick enough to live on such vagrancy, and with little else to do in Sunberth, she would find herself a whore. They had joked, probably thinking she would give up and return to Zeltiva, but she had taken their advice, and did exactly that. She became a whore. Now, their whispers didn't trouble her in the slightest. She knew them to be feeble-minded, ignorant women who would probably fall to the trials of age at thirty, a good deal earlier than most women, overworked, plump, buxom and pretty but perfectly unremarkable once the first wrinkle set it. She sat down at a table, well covered so the winter chill didn't bother her, and looked around, observing those about her with an ill-disguised passing interest. |