In the the shadow-tinged world, he was at some place that was... not Taloba. He didn't know if it was even Falyndar. It was some place with drinks. A long bar with bottles behind it. A swarm of barbarians on every table, from all the races of Mizahar... but no Myrians.
No. There were two, at their table. One swaddled in warm clothes of fine manufacture, straight-backed and with an aura of calm and knowledge radiating from... her? Yes, it was a her...
”It’s morning.”
She spoke and Razkar blinked. Wait... was it Razkar? Yes, it had to be him, because he was the one watching the table. But if that was so... the other figure at the table...
A raider. A butcher. A fighter. Fetishes of bone and skin hung off the leathers crisscrossing his torso and waist. They swung from his hair and even from the bone-hilted weapons covering him. His teeth were filed and his every movement shook with tension, like some beast barely restrained. He looked so familiar...
Razkar blinked again, and when his lids parted, he was that figure at the table. Looking at the female. Who was... not afraid of him. No, more than that, she was smiling. Eyes... brown eyes full of love, and all the noise of the tavern was muted to a dull roar around them. Her hand stretched out... and grasped his callused palm.
”Time to -- wake up -- reaver.”
The world shuddered around him like an earthquake. The words seemed to come from further away, vibrating everything solid around them and when he blinked-
-he felt those tiny little kisses across his face, and opened his eyes to see those same brown orbs that looked on the reaver with adoration.
"... Reader..."
She cocked her head to one side and Razkar smiled sleepily, face a picture of childish wonder that others he met in years to come would swear simply was not possible.
But with her, however...
His hand reached up and stroked her face, pulled into sharp relief by Syna's strong rays. He touched her, and she was real. "I had the... strangest dream..." He said, blinking and making his eyes a tad wider. "I must stop reading your books so much." He leaned forward to kiss her and swatted her bare arse at the same time. "Giving me strange visions."
She yelped lowly and swatted him back across the chest, but didn't break the kiss, he noticed. The two of them chuckled into each others' lips for a moment and then broke it off. There was a whiff of sadness there, the same as before but... hope.
Something so precious and so essential for any being, Razkar had only realized a few days ago. Without it, they were nothing. Without that drive and wish and vision for tomorrow to be better than today... what was the point?
"I am due at the Barracks." He said as he stood, hunting for his clothes. Ayatah always marveled that despite being an otherwise staunch and disciplined soldier, when he was her, Razkar flung clothes around like used fruit peelings. "To tie up some loose ends, since my service is over. I'll pick up what is left of mine there... say my goodbyes."
Now it was his turn to try and keep the pain from his voice, back turned to her as he dressed. Most of the fang were new recruits, replacements for the ones lost during their brutal decimation during the Djed Storm and its aftermath. Of the original twelve comrades that Razkar had first marched with, only four were left alive. Three of them he counted as friends, but Oxil... Oxil was his conscience in the Fang. His steadying, calming voice.
He needed that. And he would miss being there for his battle-brother.
"But, ah..." he cleared his throat a little louder than necessary "I will meet you in the Market, if you wish. I'm sure you have... ink and parchment to buy, I guess..."
He finished his clumsy sentence with a shrug and a chuckle. Isn't that what scholars spent all their money on?
No. There were two, at their table. One swaddled in warm clothes of fine manufacture, straight-backed and with an aura of calm and knowledge radiating from... her? Yes, it was a her...
”It’s morning.”
She spoke and Razkar blinked. Wait... was it Razkar? Yes, it had to be him, because he was the one watching the table. But if that was so... the other figure at the table...
A raider. A butcher. A fighter. Fetishes of bone and skin hung off the leathers crisscrossing his torso and waist. They swung from his hair and even from the bone-hilted weapons covering him. His teeth were filed and his every movement shook with tension, like some beast barely restrained. He looked so familiar...
Razkar blinked again, and when his lids parted, he was that figure at the table. Looking at the female. Who was... not afraid of him. No, more than that, she was smiling. Eyes... brown eyes full of love, and all the noise of the tavern was muted to a dull roar around them. Her hand stretched out... and grasped his callused palm.
”Time to -- wake up -- reaver.”
The world shuddered around him like an earthquake. The words seemed to come from further away, vibrating everything solid around them and when he blinked-
-he felt those tiny little kisses across his face, and opened his eyes to see those same brown orbs that looked on the reaver with adoration.
"... Reader..."
She cocked her head to one side and Razkar smiled sleepily, face a picture of childish wonder that others he met in years to come would swear simply was not possible.
But with her, however...
His hand reached up and stroked her face, pulled into sharp relief by Syna's strong rays. He touched her, and she was real. "I had the... strangest dream..." He said, blinking and making his eyes a tad wider. "I must stop reading your books so much." He leaned forward to kiss her and swatted her bare arse at the same time. "Giving me strange visions."
She yelped lowly and swatted him back across the chest, but didn't break the kiss, he noticed. The two of them chuckled into each others' lips for a moment and then broke it off. There was a whiff of sadness there, the same as before but... hope.
Something so precious and so essential for any being, Razkar had only realized a few days ago. Without it, they were nothing. Without that drive and wish and vision for tomorrow to be better than today... what was the point?
"I am due at the Barracks." He said as he stood, hunting for his clothes. Ayatah always marveled that despite being an otherwise staunch and disciplined soldier, when he was her, Razkar flung clothes around like used fruit peelings. "To tie up some loose ends, since my service is over. I'll pick up what is left of mine there... say my goodbyes."
Now it was his turn to try and keep the pain from his voice, back turned to her as he dressed. Most of the fang were new recruits, replacements for the ones lost during their brutal decimation during the Djed Storm and its aftermath. Of the original twelve comrades that Razkar had first marched with, only four were left alive. Three of them he counted as friends, but Oxil... Oxil was his conscience in the Fang. His steadying, calming voice.
He needed that. And he would miss being there for his battle-brother.
"But, ah..." he cleared his throat a little louder than necessary "I will meet you in the Market, if you wish. I'm sure you have... ink and parchment to buy, I guess..."
He finished his clumsy sentence with a shrug and a chuckle. Isn't that what scholars spent all their money on?