The punch had no satisfaction to it, and that only angered Razkar further. There was no delicious crack of bones, no snap of the Otani's head, no blood, not even any visible pain. Her shimmering skim fluxed and then reformed and before the impact of it had even faded from his knuckles - Goddess, is didn't even hurt him like it was meant to! - she had dived backwards into the waves.
Laughing. At him.
"Much appreciated, Razkar. You saucy devil."
Razkar could do naught but snarl at her like the animal he felt like at that moment. He felt... sullied, but even in that state, he knew better than to anger the God of Seas through insult to his children. He cooled his blood the only way he knew how: imagining the laughing thing stranded on the dry land, gasping out her bubbles until she was nothing but a quick drink for beetles.
The image helped. Especially when he added himself smiling over her.
"Goodbye! And goodbye Razkar, I'll make sure the other Otani know what a wonderful kisser you are."
"Go to Dira, Sea Demon," Razkar growled in his own tongue, scowling after the ethereal figure as it swam so fast and fluid that within a moment she had vanished, "And should we cross paths again, I will happily see to the meeting."
There was a long and painful silence. With the Otani gone there's no-one to focus his ire on apart from...
His eyes soften when he sees the look on her face. So much confusion and conflict and sadness. He truly was too hard on her, he realized. Myrians are not completely alien to jokes and pranks, but they don't react well to surprises like the one she pulled. He had turned on her like a...
Savage. Damn.
"Edri, I am-"
She swung herself up so she could not see his face and Razkar cursed himself in two languages. Muttering under his breath he followed her up the netting, finding her facing away from him. Her wet red hair no longer waved gaily in the breeze, as if expressing her own soul. Now it hung lank and sad, still and almost in mourning.
Razkar opened his mouth... and that prior realization hit him hard. Puzzle pieces snapped together and the picture was not one he cared for. He knew she had an attraction towards him... perhaps some kind of crush. He'd been surprised but his own desires were more problematic.
She is perhaps not promised to another. She is free in a way you are not... was that the attraction, hmm? Barely a year away from Aya and already your cock cannot stand it's isolation?
He winced as if struck, feeling his guts churn. He recalled the words he had spat to the Otani, about the other far away from this place whom he had given his heart to. His loyalty. His word. What was he if he broke it? What would he be throwing away? He would never find another like Ayatah, who looked on him with such love and acceptance, who had stayed with him and tolerated him through the darkness the Djed Storm had left in his soul.
And yet... you wanted the barbarian. To feel every inch of her against you. Taste her and caress her-
Her back to him, Razkar reached out... and his hand stopped, suspended in the air between desire and duty. It did not tremble but his body warred with his mind... and with the merest cracking inside his soul, he let it drop.
Just in time for her to turn to him.
"I'm beat, what do you say we ditch the swimming and go see what stories will be drifting about tonight?"
Shadows were on her face, the sun beginning to sink away. Something was lost in her eyes, and Razkar could barely stand to see its absence. He felt the sad and pathetic urge to beg her to have it return. It was not love, he knew that, for he had felt that shattering, awful light on his soul before.
But he would never have had her hurt. Yet here they were...
"I am sorry, Edri." He said in a voice barely above a whisper. What a fool he must have looked, bedecked in his savage ink and a body marked with countless scars of battle. Oh, yes, a fine specimen of a warrior. "For everything..."
He did not even know what he was apologizing for: what had been, what was, or what could not be.